the memories we have slowly will fade those glorious memories colored turqoise and jade. i'll miss your laugh and beautiful smile the way you love, but all the while i'll remember the good and realize our love has been strong and true and everything i miss will be you. I said I loved you and that will always remain, even as my tears fall like rain.

The sound of people yelling and stereos blaring is the music of the night to me and i live for the moment, that's who i am and who i want to be. tonight is my night so don't make me fight this fight. boy you're cute but way too drunk. just let it go, i am a pro.  i'd chew you up and spit you out cause i hold my own and you just don't got what it takes, i refuse to play until you raise the stakes. hear the sirens blaring? that's my cue to leave, hope you enjoy your night in juvee.

I can't believe this has happened to me, i swore it never would, but you broke through my walls i thought no one ever could.  i tried to keep the world out didn't want to feel the pain and doubt been there in the past the happiness faded too fast i swore i wouldn't let it happen again, but now you've pulled me in. why did you have to make me fall in love again?

Behind that fake smile and those tired eyes. Lies the boy with his tongue tied. The girl she cries, please forget those lies.  But he's confused, and she feels used. She sighs, they say goodbye. Right now they both regret, but soon enough they will simply, forget...

Behind that fake smile and those tired eyes. Lies the boy with his tongue tied. The girl she cries, please forget those lies.  But he's confused, and she feels used. She sighs, they say goodbye. Right now they both regret, but soon enough they will simply, forget...

she is perfect. everyone says. but she knows it's untrue....
miss nothing, miss broken, miss empty, miss forgotten....
if she's so perfect why does she feel so empty inside?
everyone has a different answer.
but nothing.
will fill the emptyness....
happiness....is out a her grasp...she falters and twists..but the pieces fall through her fingers...slipping...slipping away.

unseen, unheard, misunderstood.
abused, used, broken beyond repair.
do you see how you hurt you?
was it worth her pain?
did you get what you wanted?
she'll never survive this rain.

I think of amazing things
of aliens and secret kings
of far away lands deep beneath the sea
all of these places i wish to be.
A world with chocolate seas, and yummy cotton candy trees
Amethyst mountains and crystal skies
a place where people never tell lies
I wish a place like that could be true
but if it were....
i'd have to get tickets for two.

Shadows play across his face
making shapes
my fingers itch to trace
the summer sky is a bright blue
can you tell i'm thinking of you?

Highheels and miniskirts
mascara and manicures
lotion and lipgloss
A girls world is a mist of all things non "boy"
and yet
it all sercretly revolves around boys
what he wants
what he likes
why are we trying so hard to impress them?

The clouds in the sky
move slowly by
I stare at them
but i'm thinking of you
the world keeps turning
the sun still burning
but without you
i'm at a standstill.

Everyone says we have to me smart and thoughtful.
think before you act.
don't make any rash decisions.
live your life right.
it goes on and on...
Forget that!
I want passion, I want heat, I want to feel your heartbeat and mine.  Feel them speed up as our lips touch. Feel the butterflies when I see you.  Feel the longing for you to hold me. I want to know I'll always be yours. And I'm trusting you'll always be mine. I want to scream. I want to cry. I want to fall in love. Forget being careful. You only live once. You only live today.