you describe your eyes as hazel
but they are so much more
your eyes are not merely a colour;
a shade ; a hue

your eyes are the reflection
of a sunset upon the ocean
your eyes are my favourite flower
blossoming a season too soon

your eyes are the final firework
of a beautiful display
your eyes are the reoccurring dream
that i will just never forget

your eyes are the door to your soul
and the window to my hope
your eyes are so much more
than hazel

your eyes
are my everything


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they won't care
until you're hanging from the rope you knotted yourself
they won't care
until you're choking on the handful pills you swallowed
they won't care
until you've put the gun in your mouth and pulled the trigger
they won't care
until you've cut so deep the blood is pouring from your wrist
they won't care
until they have to clean up the mess you left behind

nobody cares until you take your last breath
nobody cares until you are six feet under


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they say
i will be here for you
you believe them

but it's the dead of night
your mind is racing
you're clutching a blade
dragging it across your skin
your tears fall every second
you scream into your pillow
you isolate yourself

they say
i will be here for you
you dismiss them

but they weren't there for you
so you say nothing
when they ask what's wrong
you smile and laugh
when you want to cry
you don't let them see you
the way you need them to

they say
i will be here for you
let them prove it
open up
ask
for
help



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