Why am I living in this hell?
This smile is fake, they all can tell.
You don't care, as im fighting for you
until the day comes that i am finally threw.
Then you'll say sorry with pain filled eyes
as im giving you my  last goodbye.
As a week girl, theres not much I can take
Until Im on my knees crying with a shake.
I don't want to let go, just want to mean more
to the guy that I'm letting go of everything for.
Your love for me is fading and i dont know why
it just makes me want to give up and cry.
I want him in my arms but he couldnt care less
About the things I do to give him my best.
All I want is for you to care
Not tell but show me you will always be there
not just because I want it to be true.
But I want you to feel the same as I do for you.

He was the fire inside my heart
Never thought we'd be apart
The warmth running threw my veins
When he kissed me in the rain
Thought he would love me without any lies
but we all know, someday the truth will arise
Took my heart and tore it apart
Knew it would happen from the start
Just another dumb girl that wanted to believe
In true love and a man that would never leave
But some things in life just never exist
So never again will I take this risk
Stupid ******* girl that'll never ******* learn
Love kicks your *** and makes your heart burn
So here's your poem, I'm sure it's not the first
That you've made a girl cry and spill out her words

You came and you scooped me right off my feet.
Told me you loved me, not missing a beat

We'd say it was special and that they had no clue.
Said it'd last forever, but who ever knew?

You loved me the first, so new and exciting.
And then the love drugged us and turned us to fighting.

I was too blind to see, your love shined so bright.
How could rays of poison burn so **** right?

The whole time inside, I knew nothing lasts.
Just went with the ride, it ended so fast.

You now have convinced me, true love isn't real.
Just something to teach us how to really feel.

Everything's okay now, no love but no hate.
And what happens in the end is left up to fate.

Beautiful and innocent, flower of my life.
Shy, yet confident, your soul shines my light.

I'm going to protect you forever and a day.
You'll always be okay and out of harm's way.

You are the happiness that I can't live without.
The smile in my life that everything's about.

Baby sister, never listen to what the boys say.
And if they dare to touch you, they best go 'head and pray.

Stay innocent and sweet, make this promise to me.
And forever you'll be happy, and forever you'll be free.