Weighing in at a whopping 145 pounds
Feeling heavy and sluggish
Being embarrassed to put on a swimsuit
Having everyone around me showing off pictures of the prom dresses they just bought
Crying in the dressing room because everything looks horrible on me
Having flashbacks of being called “fat” and “chunky” in middle school
Skipping breakfast and lunch because I thought I would get thinner
Getting tired of being uncomfortable in my own skin
Deciding to eat right and exercise
Losing almost thirty pounds and feeling beautiful
Being told that I am too skinny and I need to “go eat a hamburger”
Crying because nothing I do pleases anyone
Start gaining some weight so people will leave me alone
Feeling sluggish and heavy again
Weighing in at a whopping 108 pounds
I have now formed an eating disorder and body dismorphia
I cannot escape it