you know that dark place?
you never fully leave it.

sometimes you escape,
but then
after all that time and effort
you get lost
and return to it.

you´ve escaped it for days,
weeks,
months.
but then you fall right back.

it hurts the most
when you think you are free,
but then it turns out you´ve walked the wrong path
all along.

so don´t get your hopes up,
but walk that path alone.
because if you walk that path with someone else,
they might lead you to a place that is even darker
than the other one.

´you should worry´ they all say.
´that boy needs to change´ i hear daily.
´but why´ i always ask them
i fell in love with this boy
and i don´t want him to change
for anything
or anyone.

i know we´re in a weird place
but i know it will work out
if not today
tomorrow
because i know
this thing we have
is something special
and
i´m in too deep now
to just give up.

i trust you
please don´t let me down
because then
all those people will tell me
´i told you so´