Why do we always ask our selves that one question

The question we ponder on for so long

The question that drives us mad

The question we long for so bad it feels it has changed us

The question we don't even have to ask, we just wander around it

Why can't i be this?

We delude our selves to try to be like this "wanting" but just can't ever seem to match it

We may be able to to change ourselves from the outside, but it only hurts us from the inside to see our selves changed

We try to achieve true beauty in life by looking from end to end of the universe and never find any thing like it

we may find something similar but that's all it will be similar never true beauty or true greatness

Only the greatest beauty comes from the inside and that is our true selves

In order to find this within ourselves is to accept the real us not try to be something we're not

Once we accept the real us we will never ask our selves again the question, because we want the real us not the fake us

When we find this we can find other lost people and show them the true greatness or true beauty within

When  I'm sad.
I stop being sad, and be glad!
I'm a good lad.
You could say I'm the new fad.
I had cool pads
but I decided to go to plaid
My dad is a rad dad
His name is Chad.
I could now go mad

Someone who accepts them self

Someone who expresses them self through the gate way of imagination

Someone who is an old romantic

Someone who will lay their head upon yours

Someone who you can tell "It's going to be ok" and you know it will

Someone your there for when they need a shoulder to cry into

Someone you know is forever

Someone who believes what you truly believe in

Someone you can alawys support

Someone you can always stay true to

Someone as sweet as the first drop of nectar into spring

Someone who's smile will instantly warm you

Someones embrace that somehow fills your heart with joy

Someone who you see and your heart just stops

Someone you care for beyond the universe

Someone you will die for in no hesitation just so you know they can live another second of their wonders life

Someone that is so hard to live without

Someone to make breakfast in bed before they awake

Someone that will make me want to play for them until my fingers can't bleed any more

Someone who knows the real me and says "I still love you"

Someone i can say I love you and they will say it back with just he more passion

Someone you can hold in your arms forever

Why can I not find this person?

Are they right in front of me and I am to blind to see it

Someone that i would drop everything right now just to spend an extra second with

I just want to find this person in my life