The real secret is
that we never really stop

I hate it
I HATE it
IHATEIT
This
Stupid
Thing
Called
Life

A doctor and his companion
Who at first couldn't stand him
She's grown to feel love
For this man she is dreaming of
He's in her mind
He's in her thoughts
Oh she doesn't want it to stop
He's her man
Her everything
The sad part is he doesn't see
Doesn't recognize her feelings
When she's gone he realizes
She wasn't even trying to hide it
It's too late she has to go
Now they part forevermore
With a kiss she says goodbye
After she's left he starts to cry
Slams the Tardis door
Screams "WHY"
This man
The Doctor
Is so blue
For he is nothing
Without you

We are young
But We are Strong
Inside our Heads
A War Wages On

We were made
Warriors too soon
Never had the chance
To grow
To bloom

He falls to his knees
At the sound of his loves last breath
All the things he never said
Running constant through his head

"I love you"
The words slip off his tongue
But it's too late
The deed is done

Those were the words
He could never say
For his love was his best friend
But now he's gone away

Wow

I ****

My cuts
My little slices
Of pain
Of red
They feel so good
For so little
I can't make them last long enough
So I make more
And more
Until my forearms are covered
What's next?
My thighs
And when I'm done slicing up those
I might even try for my major arteries
Because this existence
Of pain
And torture
That I bring upon myself
It's *******

I try to change
For the sake of society
But I always get drunk
Can't deal with sobriety

Out of anything I could have
Why must I want him

I dream about his laugh
The way he says my name
I dream about the path
I'd take to get to him

I dream of our hands connected
Both of us acting as one
I dream that he would tell me
That I could have his love

I'm taking the steps
Towards the ending
I always wanted
But I'm scared
Of what might happen

I am in love with a monster
a forever enticing fiend
who doesn't care
who doesn't need

They captured my heart
and swallowed the key
they covered my eyes
so i can not see

I can't see the truth
I can't see that she's wrong
I know what has to be done
I just need to be strong

I need to let go
my grip must come loose
so i don't end up hanging
from an emotional noose

The flower said i wish i was a tree
The tree said i wish i could be
A different kind of tree
The cat wished that it was a bee
The turtle wished that it could fly
Really high into the sky
Over rooftops and then dive deep into the sea
And in the sea there is a fish
A fish that is a secret wish
A wish to be a big cactus with a pink flower on it
And in the sea there is a fish
A fish that has a secret wish
A wish to be a big cactus with a pink flower on it
And the flower would be it's offering
To the desert so dry and lonely
And the desert so dry and lonely
So that all the animals apreaciate the effort
The rattle snake said "i wish i had hands
So i could hug you like a man"
And the cactus said "well don't you understand,
My skin is covered with sharp spikes
That'll stab you like a thousand knives.
I'm sure a hug would be nice
But hug my flower with your eyes"
The flower said i wish i was a tree
The tree said i wish i could be
A different kind of tree
The cat wished that it was a bee
The turtle wished that it could fly
Really high into the sky
Over rooftops and then dive
Deep into the sea
And in the sea we have a fish
A fish that has a secret wish
A wish to be a big cactus
With a pink flower on it

I don't love you for your looks
Or your talk
Or your walk
I love you for your flaws
the way you lead me on
the way you don't really care
the way you always forgive him
Because within your flaws, somehow, I see perfection
I see how wonderful you Could be, how wonderful you Can be
And i believe I can help you become that wonderful you

I wish i was made of stained glass
All my secrets on display
So I wouldn't have to tell you
How I feel everyday

It's not that i don't want you
It's not that I don't care
It's just the fact that you can't love me
And I don't think that's fair
So I'm just going to go
Going to walk away
Away from whatever this mess is
I'm going to convince myself
That you will be okay

Love Is Painful

The truth hurts
So I prefer my beautiful lies

That rose had nine inch spikes
It took me months to get pricked

My heart was happy
So she just had to crush it

In every moment
Of every day
I wish
I wish for things
I know I cant have
But that's the point of a wish isn't it
Wishes are a form of longing
And I long only for things that are not mine to have