wanted to talk to you
kept stumbling over my words
like they were too large rocks
on the gravel road that I'm running on
you got bored trying to figure out what i was struggling to say
so you walked away
couldn't figure out how to say
you make me feel safe

I want to scream about how hard I'm trying to surface
even though it feels like the entire world is pushing me down and down

Come dream with me
And when you feel the ecstatic warmth
You will understand my affection

they have a boyfriend
and i have a lingering pain in my chest.

I can't stop thinking about them kissing