I know he's going insane
Inside that head of his
And I don't mean insane
With excitement...
Just downright ill
He tries to play it off
Be the cool guy
Wear his mask
And never let anyone see him unprotected
But I do the exact same thing...
If he would just give me a chance...

It's lovely
But I abhor it
It's rather ugly as well
Our minds are like prison walls
Bricks overlayed repetitively
As far as our eyes can see
Towering above us
I don't want to be the
Sledgehammer

Beep, beep, beep, beep
Drip, drip, drip, drip
Inhale, exhale, inhale, exhale
Fuzzy reality
I’m trying to move
To open my eyes
Anything to let you know
That I am still alive on the inside, too
But my body continues to remain catatonic, and the environment stays the same…
Beep, beep, beep, beep
Drip, drip, drip, drip
Inhale, exhale, inhale, exhale

Haunted and falling
A new life is calling
Pulling her closer
Pushing her away

With long lost words taken
A love is mistaken
Pulling her under
Crashing deceit's waves

She's drowning and screaming
The moonlight is gleaming
And nothing is left of
Her innocent mind

She is torn and forsaken
Light in her eyes taken
Life was once beautiful
Beauty now solely a lie

A tourniquet, bleeding
Her heart stops its beating
And nothing is left of
Her in this time

Are you afraid?
Look over your shoulder
Are you afraid?
See how he holds her
Are you afraid?
Thought it was love forever
Can you keep it together?

Are you afraid?
Your heart is breaking in his hands
Your love is flowing through
His fingers like sand
Nothing matters anymore

But, yet, she doesn't see
The burning pain inside of you
The questions that you ask yourself
And she doesn't see
There are no answers
The heartbreak's never mended
*Are you afraid?

When I know I can't see you
I miss you more each day
With every minute that's passing
Wish I could hear the words you say
It's something indescribable
When you look in my eyes
It's something unpredictable

I just feel you more and more
When I hear the words you say
Insecurity just fades away
You get me through the day

I only get up if I
Can see you and your face
It's like you are from heaven
My angel, peace, and grace
It's something that I cannot win
But I cannot lose
You opened up my heart again

I just feel you more and more
When I hear the words you say
Insecurity just fades away
I just need you more and more
With every passing day
Loneliness just fades away
You get me through the day

*You're the only reason
You're the only truth
You're the only person
You're the only you

Things are coming up
In a month or two
It seems like so far away
That I'm going to be with you
The time will slip away

Now things are happening
And I'm coming unglued
I'm about to break down
I need to see you
You won't let me slip away

It leaves me wishing
That it's never gonna end
It leaves me hoping
That it's coming right around the bend
And I will never forget
What you said
In January

*Take away the time
Take care
Give yourself the high
Don't be scared
You need me
And I need you
So let's not wait

i look to the sun
but the sun is gone
the realization seeps in
the world is spinning around me
drowning me
and i am changing
and nothing is the same anymore
and nothing will stay the same, ever
everything is a mess
and i cannot untangle the knots
intertwined around me
binding me at the ankles
i cannot walk
i cannot move without pain
yet i sunder on
endlessly
for we are all wasting away
just some at a faster pace than others