He has the disability to completely understand

The concept and the understanding

Of caring, giving your time and happiness for another

That's what I had attempted to show him

I had a desire to enlighten his weary soul

His soul was always somewhat disoriented

Wandering, lost, this absence had overcame his mental being

Worse than a physical absence, this absence killed me, and killed what was all within him

What he was to be

What he was to me

What he was at present time when his soul was overlooked

Now, a forgotten past

His past, future and present

All vanquished, without a hint

Greed, anger, depression overcame his tattered soul

During this time, I urged myself to help his soul

He was changing mine

Love doesn't last forever
Baby I think this might just take me down

I told you on that cold February night,
"Why do people bother with love , it's never gonna last forever."

I told myself to stay away from love.
I forbid it.

Yet your taking me down.
I fell, and fell, for once allowing it to take me fully.

I believed that it would last forever.
Your the only one who made me believe it.

Down, and down into the ditch I fell.
I know love doesn't last forever.

Today I cried at the thought of losing you.
This is when I have allowed myself to accept the truth.

I'm too far in to climb out now.
I'm preparing myself for the bottom.

Where I will hit the ground.
Break into pieces.

I know there is no saving me now.
Because baby this will take me down.