I'm going to come out and I don't won't you to judge me but I'm a lesbian but I can't tell nobody else

I really hate my life.
Why because i don't have friends or someone to talk to.
I just want to end it and give up.
I'm done with everything.
I hate my life goodbye curl world.
Everybody hates me so I hate myself.

my cat passed away last
year.
I miss
her.
She died of giving
birth

oh how I'm thinking about
suicide.
So many people have told they care but they
Don't.
Suicide could by my only
option.
I wish I had someone to talk
Too.
To stop thinking about
Suicide

what if I committed
Suicide.
Would you
Care.
Will you miss
Me.
I'm ganna commit
Suicide.
Goodbye