Sorry, could you repeat that honestly this time? My hearing aids have a filter for obvious lies.

Still falling
Breathless and on again
Inside today
Beside me today
Around, broken in two
Till your eyes shed
Into dust
Like two strangers
Turning into dust
Till my hand shook
With the way I fear

I could possibly be fading
Or have something more to gain
I could feel myself growing colder
I could feel myself under your fate
Under your fate

It was you
Breathless and tall
I could feel my eyes turning into dust
And two strangers
Turning into dust
Turning into dust

I'm scared
My pain is changing who I am...*for the worse

The worst kind of loneliness
Is being alone with your pain....

Words can only go so far....

I've hurt a friend again....
WHAT HAVE I DONE!?

Now I've even lied to my friends
Of COURSE I'm not happy
Of COURSE I'm still schizophrenic
It's all happening....
I thought if I pretended to be happy
I might actually become happy...
Oh, how desperate and naive I was....