I've never been better
that's what i make myself believe
I laugh often
and the smile never leaves my face

But is it true?
Or is it because
i just never stopped to
take of the mask?

For now, i'll just believe that
i've
never
been
better

Unfinished drawings and
half written poems
remind me of us because
me and you
could never really complete
what was really meant to be beautiful

And today i stood in the rain(in the midst of a storm) and everything reminded me of you(the swaying trees, cold mist on my face, the way the rain looked like tiny dancing butterflies when it hit the ground), for i love everything about the rain, like i loved everything about you.

Sadness
a home more welcoming than my given one
Something you can't escape from,
neither would you want to

It engulfs you,
empowers, envelopes you
Kills you from the inside,
leaving a little more darkness
than the last time

But oh,
how i enjoy it
A home sweeter than the one given

It's the only home
i belong to

It's a quiet day
the skies are a beautiful grey
and im sat here wondering
why you never stayed