The worst is not knowing
Not knowing what your dreams are or what to look forward to
What you should have done or should be doing
What matters and who

When you don't know what you feel
Or the answer to your question
When your gonna heal
Or if you even have an opinion

Either you care or not
If you've moved on or forgot
sometimes you just don't know
Which people you should let go

And when you finally do
And realize that sometimes the truth can just be too much to hear
You don't know who to go to
Or who is still here

Because sometimes your on your own
Surrounded by everyone
But still feel alone
As though 1+1 adds up to one

Some things you got to fix without anybody there
Or leave broken , shattered on the ground
It doesn't matter when or where,
Sometimes you have to leave for the world to go round

But you know you'll get through
And tomorrow is another  day
Not necessarily better but for sure brand new
So why not give it a try and stay...
:/ At least for a little while...

Like a spider
Evil comes
And covers your dreams
With a silky spun web
Captures your soul
Leaves you with nothing
                .
Like a snake
Evil comes
It crawls around
Waiting for the right moment
To strike at last
And fill your veins
With deadly poison
That will **** you again
And again
Till the end
           .
Like a demon
Evil comes
Taking you by surprise
Convincing you
With all it's lies
Giving you hope
Then crushing it
Reminds you
That its all
Just
A disguise
           .
Like an illusion
Evil comes
It's there
It's not
Confused
Got caught
         .
Like ME
Evil comes
Kills you slowly
To watch you suffer
With revenge
For what you once said
Makes you hurt
Makes you beg
But you won't
Get out
So
Easily
Because once
Not so long ago
You hurt me
         .
Like ME
Evil comes
What is
What could be
Doesn't matter
You're alone
Like I
Once was
On your own
To
Die
Without hope
          .

I can go anywhere
Or do anything
It doesn't matter where
As long as its a place I like being

I don't care what the future has planned
And it doesn't matter where I go
I'm just gonna go wherever i land
Doesn't matter how high or low

When I grow up...
I'm going to be a nomad
I'll have nothing to give up
And nothing to wonder if could of had

As much as you might want to
You won't track me down
You won't be able to
I'll be somewhere that can't be found

I'll live my fears and hopes
However I need to
I'll cut the ropes
Im gonna do whatever  Ill need to ...
:o

You're that person
Who found me when I was lost
And you gave me a reason
To give it my best, whatever the cost

You made me happy
Created great memories
There's so much you taught me
You washed away my worries

You knew me better then I did
And we're the first I'd call
You knew everything I hid
And picked me up when I'd fall

But then things changed
And we split apart
No words exchanged
You tore my heart

I felt alone
Couldn't feel anything
I should have known
Not to make you my everything

Why did I trust you
Why did I believe
When it didn't even matter to you
Since all you did was leave

You said it was forever
But it didn't last
It was more like never
A picture from the past

Sure you made me better
But only for a while
Then you made me bitter
You took away my smile

I wish I could forgive
I wish I could forget
And maybe have something left to give
But you took all that you could get

So now I try to get rid of the sting
I wait and see
What the futur might bring
Someday I'm sure, I will be me.