It cries, it dies, it ***** with me
I think too much, think too little
Does too much, does too little,
Feels less human, feels more like living

Speed it wants where life is too slow,
Black as the darkest night,
White as the softest snow
Calmness it likes,
Disaster it likes more
Hating itself and loving others
Needs their thoughts but yearning its own

Hard as stone
But falter like a new born bird,
In a rain of hell, fire of broken ash
Covered gray...

It does like hearts
It wants heart,
and maybe someday,
I will : feel, be happy, be content an be

Alive.

Life has not changed?
merely altered are my thoughts.
From darkness of evil -
To shadows of hate.

The past still lingers
The future seems far.
Touch in my fingers,
Leers to the stars...

My mind taunts my heart.
My heart plagues my mind.
Soul the silent scream:
no craft no skill no art!

Where is my lay, my rest, my sleep?
My search never ends, deeper and deep...

I can't say how I feel about you
So much hope, so much doubt,
Logic  kills all these feelings.

We cannot
Our feelings.
We are soul mates, in a way.
But still we can't stay.

You and I might feel the same,
but different opinions prevail.
Your path can't connect with mine
But as much as I escape,
I'm cloven with a bind,

I still feel you
Hope you feel me too,
The sacrifice we give
Is the abandonment we live.

Me and you forever,
Me and you for never.

What strives you.
One thing that takes you.
To live for
To die for

Soft words make you smile.
Silence kills you.
Filled with doubt
Filled with hope

The one that cures you.
The one that harms you.
It feels so good
It fees so bad.

Stop creating this obsession,
Start living this obsession.

You make me feel good about myself
You're always there,
even tough your're not
You make m think
You encourage me to feel.

I miss the old days,
the days when we were still young
the days when you felt what I felt,
when I could feel what you feel.

I can still feel what you feel,
but you can't feel me anymore.
I was so silent for long.
But you're helping me come out of my shell.

Your thoughts will always be,
ever lasting wisdom to me
A dark light,
In this lighted dark.

I have found a cloud.
walking around the ground.
what a beautiful blue.
Almost make me feel like a cloud too.
The sunshine is destroying the cloud.
It comes in, feeling everything through
Leaving what it believes to be true.
After all this that cloud was you.

A part of you connects with me,
I could imagine us to be one.
A part of me will always love you
A part of me will always want you.

Only you,
only you can touch my soul,
Only you.
I miss you,
Sue.