Skai: Poems

173 · Jun 2014

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You promised me forever.

When did forever become never?

171 · Apr 2014

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Skai Apr 2014

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I HATE EVERYTHING I'VE BECOME AND WHAT UPSETS ME IS THERE'S NO WAY I CAN CHANGE IT.

171 · Dec 2014

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Skai Dec 2014

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And you will never know how I hurt.

170 · Aug 2014

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Skai Aug 2014

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You wrote a poem over a year ago, and posted it a few weeks after I was going to **** myself.
You said "I feel like life wouldn't go on without her here."

Well, thinking about it,
I'm not here.

We're in separate worlds,
and you're doing just fine.

See?
If I would've taken all those pills and never woken up,
you would be living, breathing, and moving on.

I'm nothing anymore.

It's almost 1am. My insomnia has been terrible lately, but I have the Justin Timberlake concert tomorrow (well today), and then school starting the 7th. Sophomore year is going to be ******; I can already tell.

169 · Sep 2014

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Skai Sep 2014

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How did 9 months
feel like an eternity?

169 · Apr 2015

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Skai Apr 2015

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And I knew I couldn't be right.

166 · Apr 2014

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Skai Apr 2014

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I wish I could cut myself
without feeling bad afterwards.

i dont have anything to write about but whatever
im sad

166 · Sep 2014

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Skai Sep 2014

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I get depressed
just thinking
about you.

166 · Apr 2014

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Skai Apr 2014

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I'm drunk and god, I miss you.

i miss you rach

Update: I got a little drunk last night (oops) I need to do it more often though. I feel a lot better when I'm drunk. But it was a weird night...I saw one of my best friend's *****...I also kissed him (hes not a very good kisser) Erica, him, and I had a long discussion and we finally told him we dated etc. At this point we were pretty drunk and there were NO filters...oops lol
Crazy night though....

164 · Mar 2014

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Skai Mar 2014

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Why do I try to stay in touch,
when it hurts me to know
you're in love with
someone else?

She loves him
I'm not him.

163 · Aug 2014

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Skai Aug 2014

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"I wanna smash the faces,
of those beautiful boys,
those christian boys."

Precious Things by Tori Amos

163 · Feb 2014

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Skai Feb 2014

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I died looking in her eyes.

162 · Oct 2013

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Skai Oct 2013

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Should've killed myself when I had the chance.

162 · Jun 2014

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Skai Jun 2014

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You don't try to keep in contact.
All I have to think is:
why should I even try?

161 · May 2014

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Skai May 2014

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I finally realized I needed to open up my eyes,
and now I see everything.

160 · Aug 2014

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Skai Aug 2014

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I can now see
that you've forgotten about me.

160 · Mar 2014

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Skai Mar 2014

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April21April21April21April21*
You remember, Sky,
the day you wanted to **** yourself?

The good thing is that I'm going to Jazz Fest to see Vampire Weekend and Eric Clapton and I'm seeing Lana Del Rey with my 2 best friends, so April won't be so bad :)

159 · Mar 2014

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Skai Mar 2014

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Am I really in love with
her,
or am I trying to get over
the one who once loved
me?

Or do I simply love them both?

159 · Jan 2014

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Skai Jan 2014

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I wish I was hungover on her.

159 · Apr 2014

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Skai Apr 2014

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I KNOW YOU'LL NEVER LOVE ME AGAIN AND MAYBE THAT'S HOW IT'S MEANT TO BE BUT I CANT HELP STAYING UP ALL NIGHT THINKING TO MYSELF "SHE'S THINKING OF ME."

I have nothing to write about.

157 · May 2014

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Skai May 2014

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I feel the same way today

**** me.

156 · Mar 2014

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Skai Mar 2014

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I'M SO ******* SICK OF WRITING ABOUT THE GIRL THAT PUT FLOWERS IN THE DARKEST PARTS OF ME.

155 · Mar 2014

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Skai Mar 2014

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I haven't met you,
yet I feel as if though
I have touched your heart
in ways
no one else has.

154 · Jul 2014

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Skai Jul 2014

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I FELT LIKE I DIDNT HAVE THE RIGHT TO WANT TO PUT MY ARMS AROUND YOU AND TELL YOU YOURE HOME AND I DONT KNOW WHY BUT I CANT SAY IT OUT LOUD AND I NEED TO GET OVER MYSELF AND MOVE ON

154 · Aug 2014

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Skai Aug 2014

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My eyelids are heavy,
and my lips are ******.
It must be a sign I have a broken heart.

154 · May 2014

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Skai May 2014

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I need a drink or two.
I need to make my feelings burn along with my throat.
Why do I feel this way?

wHy?????

154 · Aug 2014

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Skai Aug 2014

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I cannot see anymore.

153 · Feb 2014

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Skai Feb 2014

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But,
do you ever stop to think,
"Where did the idea come from?"

That's how I think it's possible.

152 · Mar 2014

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Skai Mar 2014

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We are all
born to die,
so why even try?

148 · Jul 2014

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Skai Jul 2014

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Please,
get over yourself :)

147 · Jul 2014

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Skai Jul 2014

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This isn't fun anymore.

147 · Apr 2015

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Skai Apr 2015

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And I hope I am right.

147 · Mar 2014

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Skai Mar 2014

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It was that night,
I lied cold on the ground,
where I realized,
"this is who I am"
and
"nothing will ever change."

146 · Aug 2014

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Skai Aug 2014

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Lover-nature she told me.
Love the universe as your lover,
not your mother.

145 · Jan 2014

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Skai Jan 2014

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I need her like I need air in my lungs.

142 · Mar 2014

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Skai Mar 2014

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YOU SAY YOU'RE IN LOVE WITH THIS GUY BUT ALL HE WANTS IS HIS HANDS ALL OVER YOUR BODY YOU SAID IT YOURSELF AND ALL I CAN THINK OF IS ME WAITING FOR YOU AND YOU'RE NEVER GOING TO COME AROUND.

I really like these run on sentence, capitalized poem things lol

141 · Oct 2013

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Skai Oct 2013

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Who am I even writing for anymore?
Certainly not myself.

140 · Oct 2013

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Skai Oct 2013

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