i miss you rach

Update: I got a little drunk last night (oops) I need to do it more often though. I feel a lot better when I'm drunk. But it was a weird night...I saw one of my best friend's *****...I also kissed him (hes not a very good kisser) Erica, him, and I had a long discussion and we finally told him we dated etc. At this point we were pretty drunk and there were NO filters...oops lol
Crazy night though....

*** is this,,,,

She loves him
I'm not him.

i dont have anything to write about but whatever
im sad

The good thing is that I'm going to Jazz Fest to see Vampire Weekend and Eric Clapton and I'm seeing Lana Del Rey with my 2 best friends, so April won't be so bad :)

I have nothing to write about.

Precious Things by Tori Amos

wHy?????

I really like these run on sentence, capitalized poem things lol

It's almost a year since we broke up. Why can't I move on?

I hAtE mYsElF