Dearest mine, please don't change your mind.
I'm waking up now, to the sweetest of sounds spoken aloud.
 So soft 
so sweet
 like it should be spoken in silence. Yours is the kind to make men succumb to violence 
just to have your for their own. 
But your love is not a love to be owned. 
Instead to be admired for every inch that makes you, you. 
I don't deserve the present your presence brings. 
I'm a sinner 
I'm foul, 
but you can make birds sing and wolves howl 
who am I? 
a lonely soul, 
aimless and careless where I should not be. 
Please see the light in me,
you are the first to have the heart in me
unearthed.

Often I dream of the countryside.
Where hilltops are  lit with a sunrise. 
Where it's peaceful in the moonlight. 
Life is simple, if not sweet. 
It's odd enough to me to have to be, let alone act an entity. 
I find myself on bended knee. 
Coping only with what will be will be. 
city slicked roads can't guide you home,  but what if asphalt and streetlights are all you've known? 

Follow the breeze to the plush of trees, where everything you say is heard down to the way you breathe. 
The tall green grass stands about knee high, the rush of the stream brings new surprise.  
Country life, 
where the hills roll until they're out of sight. 
And the days unfold until they're out of mind.

It's crazy, she's so beautiful.
 It amazes me, shes so lyrical. 
Every word she speaks makes sounds of songs. 
And every thought I have other than her is gone. 
Has god forsaken me?
There she is, 
but she is taken see.
 And my hearts light shines its bright Vacancy. 
But Only in my dreams would she have taken me. 
Harsh world, 
filled with harsh realities.