Evolutionary change of feelings
I've tried to erase but there's no reeling
I'm stuck in a place of disillusion
A strange place filled with confusion
Where is the exit door I can't find the key
Turning in circles I can't seem to see
Seventy two hours that's all it took
For you to trap me and get me hooked
I can't seem to get you out of my head
I think about you, me inside your bed
You aroused my deepest deathliest emotions
Sensual desires that caused an explosion
Can't wait to taste the fiery scorching sensual heat
As you entice me, hypnotize me with you pulsing beat

Your eyes told me your secret
The story of your soul
Your gaze connected with mine
Emotions uncontrolled

Butterflies arising, fearing the unknown
You drenched my head with fiery thoughts
Forbidden to be shown
If only we knew the chemistry the universe controlled
As your eyes kissed mine the chemistry unfold

Your smile was so enchanting
It left me  weak and wanting
Kryptonite to my inner being
My soul forever haunting

Touch my face and make me smile
Hold my hand and stay awhile
Emotions like a million beams
Flow over my soul, like a hot summer stream
You could love me if you try
Kiss me and make me fly

When you with me, I feel secure
When you gone I’m lost and lonely
Only you can fill this hollow hole
I feel like I’m left in the cold

Feeling lost, I have to abide
Catch the raindrops through my eyes
Cherries the moment before dawn rise
Can you love me now, or maybe tomorrow?
Can you touch my face and make me smile?
Years of pain drowning in sorrow
Things have changed
But time is still borrowed.

“Why won’t the darkness leave me?
When I’m bound to fall apart
Why does the light deceive me?
Won’t you touch my heart?

I hear the tragic pain of laughter
Shadows of the past
I feel the pain of sadness
Covering me like a blanket of snow

I need the sun
I need to feel the light
I need to feel secure and warm
Without the scary night

Faded away in memories of ashes
Crushed in the ground
Lay there to die
Bleeding away with poisonous lashes
Shadows forever
Eternity subside”

The place where darkness resides in your soul
Where fear ignites like blazing hot coal
So dark, so deep the secrets it keep
A canvas of scars painted so deep

Show me your darkness, I'll infuse my light
Trembling your being afraid of the night
The battle is raging inside your head
Your soul is suffocating near to death

Your spirit is wrapped in a blanket of sadness
Your emotions are raging on the edge of madness
Angels can't stay where demons have control
Rein in your emotions before you loose your soul

Precious are the one who knows when to let go

Is your soul death or does it only slumber
Is your spirit discourage or did it reach its number
In a river of a drifting soul
Is life or death your goal?

Your soul is drenched in sorrow
You have no hope for tomorrow
Follow the light it will lead the way
Maybe you will still see the light of day

Time is fleeting
Your heart is still beating
Wake up and be brave
Before you soul finds its eternal grave

How strong is your faith?
Because heaven can wait
Footprints on the sands of time
You can still ma?ke your live sublime

Just a glimpse of you
And reality is better than a dream
Just a breeze of your scent
And the warps in time bend

I’m frozen in this second
Because this is my chance I reckoned
Reluctantly I released your image
My emotions are in a scrimmage

Your feet are dancing
Your eyes are laughing
Can I capture this perfect image in time?
You’re floating and it is so sublime

Scarlet is your lips
Your presence is like a mallet
Grounded and dressed in crimson
You are a destructive poison

I’ve stepped out of the dead of night
Saw the sunbeam through the clouds
Took a deep breath of life

And knew I was alive

The red glow of sunrise
Touched me with invisible fingers
My heart was dark as marble on a grave
Thank God…
Now I can escape this eternal cave

No fear, no sadness
No pain, no madness
Oh God, will there ever be forgiveness?

I can’t distinguish between love and infatuation.
Feelings of mystification is keeping me in alternation
Hesitant to leave and hesitant to stay
Still hoping for that sign, my decision to sway

Even before touching my skin you’ve seized my heart
Eradicate these unwanted emotions before confusion start
A war of mayhem is brewing inside of me
Ignited by passion, the risk of losing myself in you
Flames of lust are burning with shades of blue

Your fragile hands can’t hold my aching heart
Your soul still to bruise to nurture a single part
I was trapped in a fantasy of my love design
Wishing for a magical moment our souls could intertwine

Our stars were not yet written inline
You in your world and me in mine
But very second with you was sublime

A glimmer of sadness reflects in your eyes
I see rare treasures hidden inside
I want to learn the language your eyes speak
Rare and precious gemstones inside to seek

Open your soul for me to touch
Lost in your spirit, I love so much
Your eyes captivated my inner being
Locked in this mesmerized state of unseeing

If only you could see yourself through my eyes
You would capture this moment before it subsides
Precious gemstones hidden inside
I'll treasure them all never to divide

Peacefully you sleep
As if you’ve never hurt me this deep
If my inner demon take control
You would be without a soul

Peacefully you sleep
While silently I weep
Raging emotions are driving me insane
I’m struggling to hold back and control this pain

Peacefully you sleep
The silent breathing of a creep
The stalker is coming for its prey
Unconsciously as you lay

Peacefully you sleep
While emotions cut so deep
I tried to be strong and not to give in
But this is where it end and a new chapter begin

I sold my soul the day I met you
My mental state surged and turned blue
A zombie like existence
That’s how it was with you
Dazed, confused and mystically blind…
Your original, your perfect design

Floating in the middle of the ocean
Lost my ability to swim
I need a magic potion…
To saturate my every limb

“Eyes like an angel, devils child
I’ve must have been from heaven to be chosen by you
Crosses and ladders lead to heaven
Candles and shadows lead to the dungeon

Tears turn to bloodshed in the turning mood
If you could have hold me and love me
Not strike me and burn me
Maybe love would have been better without lust ‘’

You drew my last breath of the life
Your essence saturated my whole being
I lost my sense of self
I’m trapped in your domain
Consent against my will, struggling will be in vain