I’ve stepped out of the dead of night
Saw the sunbeam through the clouds
Took a deep breath of life

And knew I was alive

The red glow of sunrise
Touched me with invisible fingers
My heart was dark as marble on a grave
Thank God…
Now I can escape this eternal cave

No fear, no sadness
No pain, no madness
Oh God, will there ever be forgiveness?

I can’t distinguish between love and infatuation.
Feelings of mystification is keeping me in alternation
Hesitant to leave and hesitant to stay
Still hoping for that sign, my decision to sway

Even before touching my skin you’ve seized my heart
Eradicate these unwanted emotions before confusion start
A war of mayhem is brewing inside of me
Ignited by passion, the risk of losing myself in you
Flames of lust are burning with shades of blue

Your fragile hands can’t hold my aching heart
Your soul still to bruise to nurture a single part
I was trapped in a fantasy of my love design
Wishing for a magical moment our souls could intertwine

Our stars were not yet written inline
You in your world and me in mine
But very second with you was sublime

A glimmer of sadness reflects in your eyes
I see rare treasures hidden inside
I want to learn the language your eyes speak
Rare and precious gemstones inside to seek

Open your soul for me to touch
Lost in your spirit, I love so much
Your eyes captivated my inner being
Locked in this mesmerized state of unseeing

If only you could see yourself through my eyes
You would capture this moment before it subsides
Precious gemstones hidden inside
I'll treasure them all never to divide

Peacefully you sleep
As if you’ve never hurt me this deep
If my inner demon take control
You would be without a soul

Peacefully you sleep
While silently I weep
Raging emotions are driving me insane
I’m struggling to hold back and control this pain

Peacefully you sleep
The silent breathing of a creep
The stalker is coming for its prey
Unconsciously as you lay

Peacefully you sleep
While emotions cut so deep
I tried to be strong and not to give in
But this is where it end and a new chapter begin

I sold my soul the day I met you
My mental state surged and turned blue
A zombie like existence
That’s how it was with you
Dazed, confused and mystically blind…
Your original, your perfect design

Floating in the middle of the ocean
Lost my ability to swim
I need a magic potion…
To saturate my every limb

“Eyes like an angel, devils child
I’ve must have been from heaven to be chosen by you
Crosses and ladders lead to heaven
Candles and shadows lead to the dungeon

Tears turn to bloodshed in the turning mood
If you could have hold me and love me
Not strike me and burn me
Maybe love would have been better without lust ‘’

You drew my last breath of the life
Your essence saturated my whole being
I lost my sense of self
I’m trapped in your domain
Consent against my will, struggling will be in vain