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Simon Clark Aug 2012
To A Lover

You pulled me closer,
Placed your hands around my back,
We gazed; deep; a smile.

2. To An Enemy

Ferocious devil,
Taunting me with weapon words,
Knife in my spine; hurt.

3. A Snowflake

Constellation falls,
Arrangement of gentle snow,
My fingers are chilled.

4. Frozen Lake

Swift; people skating,
Summer swimming has now passed,
Lake alive with gloves.

5. Frost In Early Spring

Sun warms the daytime,
Then the moon brings in the chill,
I awake to frost.

6. Sweethearts Rose

An emblem of love,
A token of emotions,
To watch root and grow.

7. Lily For The Dead

On a bleak, black day,
Blooms bright with heavenly light,
It wilts by their side.

8. Deeper Dungeon

No prison or cave,
But a hollow hole inside,
Guilt destroys the soul.

9. To The Soldiers

Braver men aren’t born,
March to the edge; fight and die,
Too young to forget.

10. She Sings Her Song

Lonely old lady,
Hums aloud her endless tune,
Dreams her mind away.

11. Under The Cross

I tremble in church,
Scared that He knows of my sins,
Fear the wrath of God.

12. Private Prayer

He kneels in his room,
Whispers words to the heavens,
Imagined comfort.

13. Hymn To Hum

Notation noted,
My memorable melody,
Lightly lightens life.

14. Pump Through My Veins

I own the dance floor,
Music pumping through my veins,
With substances; cold.

15. Hold Me

Gently trace fingers,
Guide your arms behind my back,
Embrace this body.

16. Touch Me

Remove my clothing,
Let your hands roam anywhere,
Keep on touching me.

17. Kissing You

Our eyes closing shut,
Lips begin to part and meet,
Our first taste; divine.

18. When The Curtains Close

It’s still light outside,
As we shut ourselves away,
Make love through the night.

19. Connection

They look; stolen glance,
Locked eyes just for a moment,
Simple connection.

20. Timeless and Ageless

Like a love letter,
Better weather after snow,
My feelings for you.
written in 2010
Simon Clark Aug 2012
No Limits

Anything passes,
Let the sins of mankind roam,
They have no limits.

2. To The Barrier Breaker

Heard he had a dream,
Unite the segregated,
Changed the way we live.

3. Dusk

Evening now enters,
The sun still colours the land,
Distorted shadows.

4. Dawn

A twilight moment,
The sun hasn’t reared its head,
Horizons soft light.

5. Depression

Plunge lower than low,
Mental design of anguish,
Dark beast locks the door.

6. Swallow The Pill

Damaged by habit,
Addiction of the worst kind,
Pop to help forget.

7. Inject The Juice

Doesn’t like himself,
Takes needles to ease the pain,
In and out of life.

8. Voices At Night

I hide from their eyes,
Overhear malicious words,
Knives stabbed in my back.

9. The Piano Player

On her wooden stool,
Her hands; perfect emotion,
Ivory rhythms.

10. The Performer

Commands crowds of fans,
Confidence masks the weakness,
Bowing with élan.

11. The Spotlight

Light blinds and dazzles,
As a monologue is read,
Star; celebrity.

12. Learning Lines

Armchair, coffee, script,
Read over, over again,
Recall; osmosis.

13. Applause

Don’t let it finish,
Continue, I’ll ride the wave,
Excitement and drive.

14. Their Laughter

Deliver a line,
Chuckle to aisle rolling,
Feeling of delight.

15. Dancing

Music in my blood,
The blood begins my movement,
Dance ‘til I collapse.

16. Rehearse The Scene

Practise lines and moves,
Again, again ‘til it’s learnt,
Sections of the play.

17. Backstage

Actress waits backstage,
Breath trapped in her throat; focus,
Nerves; then she enters.

18. Rehearsal For Life

Hope this is a try,
Just a run-through of my life,
Must change decisions.

19. My Gift To You

Enjoy these pages,
Words from somewhere in my mind,
Passionate haikus.

20. Thank You…

…for reading this book,
…for trying to read between,
Thank you and goodbye.
written in 2010
Simon Clark Aug 2012
To arise like a titan,
And stare at the morning sun,
Watching the dew fall like rain down your skin,
I'm in bliss,
Happy
written in 2006
Simon Clark Aug 2012
Radio playing,
Songs in my head,
Full of happy thoughts,
I slide off to bed.
written in 2011
Simon Clark Aug 2012
I try to be open,
I try to be true,
You spit in my face,
Like i'm dirt on your shoe.

I try to be honest,
I try to be real,
You have no regard,
For the way that i feel.

Hatred, beyond hatred,
Hatred beyond hate,
To live out my life,
In this way is my fate.
written in 2011
Simon Clark Aug 2012
Listen,
It beats,
Steady,
Controlled,
But,
Irregular,
It goes.

Listen,
My heart,
Changes,
Pattern,
Stopped,
Fainter; softer,
It slows.

Listen,
It beats,
Even,
Controlled,
Yet,
Irregular,
It knows.

Listen,
My heart,
Changes,
Pattern,
Stopped,
My world; my life,
It slows.

Beeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeep.
written in 2009
Simon Clark Aug 2012
I found a haven,
Made for honest heathens,
Whose desperate search for answers,
Are understood as riddles and dancers,
That once the clock of life has stopped is ticking,
Graceful through the gates I go not screaming and kicking,
I know the haven is heaven,
The number on the door is my lucky number seven.
written in 2009
Simon Clark Aug 2012
I’m not afraid of hell,
It can’t be worse than here,
Where I live under the spell,
A spell of anger and fear,
Lonely feelings since I fell,
Where I shed a bitter tear.

So sit there and mourn me,
Imagine my forgiveness,
I’m in hell on the other side,
My time in hell goes on.
written in 2009
Simon Clark Aug 2012
The beast of night falls around me like a cloak,
It smothers me,
It covers me,
Surrounding me,
Dumbfounding me.

I sit alone and afraid,
I do not dare to move,
Any little motion,
Might give him the notion,
That i am in the frame of mind,
To be truly unkind,
And he'll strike.
written in 2006
Simon Clark Aug 2012
(Song title from The Beatles’ catalogue, by Lennon/McCartney)

I shut myself inside the darkness,
In the blackness of my mind,
I scream aloud and call her name,
I shout for help yet feel the same.

I close my eyes to the mirrored-self,
An image of someone hurt,
I grip to the edge of my life,
I need help to escape this strife.
written in 2009
Simon Clark Aug 2012
Been flying but need to come down,
Hand me the rope,
Hand me the needle,
Chase the dragon and mainline,
I’m doing fine.

Colours,
Such colours,
Overwhelming red mist of bliss,
A green calm,
And people,
So many people,
Knives and guns,
After me,
I need to be free…





…jump.
written in 2008
Simon Clark Aug 2012
Some time ago a soldier i did meet,
Glory and victory, history at his feet,
Ready for action - marching for his queen,
Prepared and determined - his ambition obscene,
Standing tall and proud, unafraid of death,
Now i see the soldier and nothing much is left.

His mind has been shattered,
His world has been smashed,
His heart has been sold,
His soul has been soiled,
His pride has been stolen.

He saw the sights that nobody should see,
His eyes are frightened and close to try and be free,
But his mind holds tight to the memories,
Of being sent to die just for their jealousies,
the leaders never stand on the front line,
He'll keep the blood on his hands to show as a sign.

His mind has been destroyed,
His world has been drowned,
His heart has been dumped,
His soul has been dampened,
His pride has been darkened.

He saw the sights that nobody should see,
Maybe in death his anguish will just let him be.
written in 2005
Simon Clark Aug 2012
I've written my history,
Seasons of my life,
An ever-growing tapestry,
I weave it day and night,
I choose my colours carefully,
And learn what they mean,
Attacking rhyme and reason,
Sewn beneath the fabric,
Stitched in every seam.

I've painted my history,
Patterns of my time,
An ever-changing tapestry,
I weave it in clean lines,
I plan my route out perfectly,
Still i run amuck,
Searching for a place to hide,
To keep my secrets safe,
Keep my feelings locked.
written in 2006
Simon Clark Aug 2012
Hold me down,
Tie me up,
Make me smile,
Lick my neck,
Touch my chest,
**** my tongue,
Blow my mind,
Feel the warmth,
Stroke the heart,
Kiss it soft,
Rub her spot,
Make it wet,
Spread them wide,
Let me in.
Written in 2004
Simon Clark Aug 2012
Some things are worth fighting for,
Others we can forget,
Some things are worth dying for,
Others we can regret,
You're worth the fight,
You're worth the fall,
I'll never regret and I'll never forget,
A single moment spent with you.
Written in 2005
Simon Clark Aug 2012
(Song title from Fats Waller’s catalogue,
by Thomas “Fats” Waller and Andy Razaf)

The sweet scent of your perfume fills my room,
Floral and delicate,
Gentle and wild all at once,
That was our first night together,
Our first date, embrace, kiss and f*ck,
You filled me with hope and stole my luck,
The next morning I awoke and you were gone,
Was it a dream or imagination?
As I doubted my thoughts and reality truths,
I noticed the scent of summer and spring,
The whiff of a Honeysuckle Rose,
An aroma strong,
Floral and delicate,
Gentle and wild all at once.
written in 2010
Simon Clark Aug 2012
I wait and wait,
As life crawls by so slowly,
Hours of resting,
Hours of illusions,
Hours and hours,
Wasted.
written in 2008
Simon Clark Aug 2012
Never fall from the stars,
A determined ambition to collapse under the breeze,
When a flame dies from fear of light,
You can hear his silent cry in the dark.

The arrogance of loneliness,
It takes over me,
How can I break the chains of sadness?

A pill,
A drink,
A gun,
A cry,
A facade or potion to hide behind,
A fountain of laughter to cry inside of myself.

Motivation,
Aggravation,
Deprivation,
Chained and bound,
Will I ever be found?
I'm lost,
I'm lost,
I'm lost,
I'm lost forever.
Written in 2005
Simon Clark Aug 2012
How much longer must I continue to live this lie?
The dishonest reasons of the passions in my life.
How much longer must I continue to tread this path?
The deceit of all those who will never know the half.

I can’t conceal myself,
I can’t deny my heart,
To dent the solid prism,
Is to tear my world apart.

How much longer must I continue to live this way?
The damaging letters from the men who make my days.
How much longer must I continue to walk this line?
The secret of my being I’ve hidden all this time.
written in 2008
Simon Clark Aug 2012
She no longer wants me,
She has turned her back,
The most evil of ways,
To give her whip a crack,
An email was sent to say how she felt,
To tell me her 'uncomfortable' thoughts,
That the cards i have played should never have been dealt,
And my heart was snapped in two.
written in 2006
Simon Clark Aug 2012
(Song title from Michael Jacksons’ catalogue, by Steve Porcaro and John Bettis)

They say some of the things I do are bad,
Evil, vile and cruel,
It’s just my way,
My life to live my way,
It’s only natural for me,
My human nature,
My truth.
written in 2009
Simon Clark Aug 2012
If you decided to change your mind,
I'd drop everything,
Leave the girl I'm with for you,
True love though our lips never met,
You make me feel at one,
Let's lay in the sun,
If you decided to change your mind,
I'd drop everything.
written in 2006
Simon Clark Oct 2013
A Poem by Simon Clark to Celebrate National Poetry Day 2013**  

I didn’t sleep last night for fear of dreaming,
For if my eyes closed and my mind wandered,
It might picture a time when you walk away,
When the door you held open and invited me through,
Closed,
Shut,
Locked and final,
I didn’t sleep last night for fear of dreaming.

I didn’t sleep last night for fear of waking,
Waking up to a cold and empty bed,
Where my night visions turn into night terrors,
Where you say you never loved me and you never could,
Cold,
Shunned,
Lost and frozen,
I didn’t sleep last night for fear of waking.

I didn’t sleep last night for fear of writing,
For if my ink bled onto its canvas,
Revealing images I’d concealed from view,
Opening the door to see an unrequited love,
Chaste,
Stopped,
Loosed and falling,
I didn’t sleep last night for fear of writing.

I didn’t sleep last night for fear of crying,
The broken tears I hoped would never fall,
Yet looking up at the blanket of ceiling,
The lonely waters erupted and they cleansed my soul,
Cleared,
Soft,
Light and freeing,
I didn’t sleep last night for fear of crying.

I might just sleep tonight; no fear of being,
In my bed of dreams and reality,
Where my daily life is lived in fantasy,
The ecstasy of knowing I can close my eyes; sleep,
Calm,
Smooth,
Laced and fading,
I might just sleep tonight; no fear of being…

…asleep.
Simon Clark Aug 2012
I don't care if it rains,
I don't care if it snows,
I don't care about anything,
Anything but myself.

I don't care if you cry,
I don't care if you scream,
I don't care about anything,
Anything but my pain.

I don't care about you,
I don't care about me,
I don't care about nobody,
Nobody but just me.

I don't care,
I can't care,
I won't care.
Written in 2005
Simon Clark Aug 2012
(Song title from The Beatles’ catalogue, by Lennon/McCartney)

In isolation,
In the corner on my own,
Where night is over and day is gone,
I feel fine,
I feel fine because I know…
…that if I can dream…
….nothing will seem…
….as bad as the visions that I stare upon,
Where night is over and day is gone.
written in 2009
Simon Clark Aug 2012
If I told you that I love you,
You'd look at me as if I were mad,
But if I don't tell you,
Tears would roll and how I would feel sad,
You see, I can't explain the love inside,
It just grows and grows,
From time to time it changes direction,
And where it's headed no one knows,
But in my heart I know it's you,
The one I adore,
The one who makes me feel brand new,
My love it's you, my sweet cherub it's you.
written in 2005
Simon Clark Aug 2012
I had a cup of tea this morning,
But the taste was slightly strange,
It could have been the toothpaste,
Or still the flavour of that orange.

I had a cup of tea this evening,
And the taste was really strong,
I should have used some more milk,
Or not left the bag in for that long.

I had a cup of tea once again,
To see if cup three improved,
It seems i should drink coffee,
Or just stay in bed and never move.
written in 2005
Simon Clark Aug 2012
Tried something new last night,
I had to let go,
Popped the pill,
Mellowed and chilled,
Thought I'd learned to grow.

The drugs came back,
They entered my life again,
I'm afraid of the sin,
Afraid of sliding down like back when.
written in 2011
Simon Clark Aug 2012
(Song title from “West Side Story” by Leonard Bernstein and Stephen Sondheim)

My heart is lighter than air,
For I have found a special heart,
An everlasting beating,
From which I’ll never part,
For I have a love that flows deep to my core.
written in 2009
Simon Clark Aug 2012
I know a girl with an angels face,
A soul so pure and sweet,
And this girl has a heart that shines,
As, in time with mine, it beats.

She doesn't know the way my eyes want to cry,
From beauty and the scar it leaves when you say goodbye,
And it pains me to not build the courage from inside,
To say i love you and not have to hide.

I know a girl with a perfect smile,
Two eyes so deep and bright,
And this girl has brown hair that flows,
As she lay with me at night.

I know a girl - from heaven she came,
I know girl - my life won't be the same.
Written in 2004
Simon Clark Aug 2012
If a child falls and scrapes his knees,
You comfort him,
If a baby says his first words,
You congratulate him,
If an adult cries at his failure,
You encourage him,
If a teenager asks you about life and ***,
You answer him.

Then why is it that when I fall you walk by?
Why is it when I speak you're dismissing me?
Why is it when I fail you smile?
Why is it when I ask you questions you refuse to answer?

I feel alone,
I feel alone,
I feel scared,
I feel scared,
See my shadow.
See a window,
See a chance,
Take a glance,
Then run,
Run from the gun,
Run to the sun,
Run to the light,
The light will grow bright,
Keep trying,
It's in sight,
I'll be alright,
I'll be alright.
Written in 2005
Simon Clark Aug 2012
Spat in my face,
Turned me into a figure of fun,
Never dared to scratch away,
To look beneath the surface,
To notice or see,
That all of us have a purpose.

Now I'm stronger,
Much braver than i ever was before,
I can hold my head up high,
I'll show you what I'm made of,
I will make you see,
That I'm better off without you.
written in 2011
Simon Clark Aug 2012
I look at paintings on the walls,
Some big and some small,
Each tells a story of light and dark,
Each tells the story of a type of heart,
Be it broken,
Be it fixed,
Be it mending,
Be it in bits,
I look at paintings on the walls,
Some bright and some dull,
Each tells a story of life and death,
Each tells the story of their own journey,
Be it bumpy,
Be it slick,
Be it punishing,
Be it in bliss,
I look at paintings on the wall,
But still i can't see,
Where is the one that stares back at me?
Written in 2004
Simon Clark Aug 2012
Awe,
Joy,
Peace and love,
Kiss,
Touch,
From above.

I love you.

Sweet,
Kind,
Heart and soul,
Hold,
Warmth,
I am whole.

I love you.
written in 2011
Simon Clark Aug 2012
You took me aside at the theatre,
We're meant to be rehearsing a play,
But then deep into my eyes you stared,
And my heart melted as i heard you say,
'I now find myself single and my heart is beating for you,
I feel like I'm falling in love - tell me, do you feel it too?'

My heart stopped and my breath was stolen,
I looked into your beautiful eyes,
Reached down and clasped your hand so tightly,
And then slowly i gave you my replies,
'I have wanted to hear you saying those words for far too long,
I feel like i'm falling in love - and this love is burning strong.'
written in 2006
Simon Clark Aug 2012
My immortal heart is beating,
Merrily playing its tune,
Sounding out a Glass-like rhythm,
From high above the moon.

But down below my mothers tears are falling,
Spilling on my chest,
For my mortal heart has ceased its melody,
Before I gave that earthly life my best.

My immortal heart is beating,
Merrily playing its tune,
But my funeral is busy,
Playing The March too soon.
written in 2009
Simon Clark Aug 2012
I will stand up and shout your name,
I will hear it echo on the breeze,
I will scream that I do love you,
The words will flow with ease…

…in a moment.

I will look into a mirror,
I will see my body in its form,
I will stare with pride and delight,
My image filled with warmth…

…in a moment.

But not now.
written in 2008
Simon Clark Aug 2012
Oh to be in Berlin or Paris,
To be in a place of beauty,
To seek out my muse,
In more colourful hues,
To have the freedom to write my blues.

Oh to be in London or Madrid,
To be in a place of faces,
To study the mood,
To lay myself out ****,
To have the chance to change attitudes.

Oh to be in Florence or Moscow,
To be in a place of choices,
To find clarity,
Discover sanity,
Be surrounded by humanity.
written in 2011
Simon Clark Aug 2012
Industrial noises,
The digging sounds productive,
Development of future,
Where other bodies are drowned.
written in 2011
Simon Clark Aug 2012
The world is only diseased,
It's infected,
It's polluted,
Ignored the warnings for too long,
And now we're paying the price,
Say your farewells,
Hold your breath,
Close your eyes,
Say your goodbyes.
Written in 2005
Simon Clark Aug 2012
Rodgers and Hammerstein in my head,
The sound of words i never said,
My brain is spinning like a carousel,
Pipe dreams and wishes that once fell,
Like Juliet all alone with me,
Or Cinderella at midnight running free.

Lennon and McCartney on my mind,
With yesterdays i thought I'd find,
Somewhere back in the U.S. states of love,
When free as a bird high above,
I realise that she just loves you,
Don't ask me why but i know I'll get you.
written in 2011
Simon Clark Aug 2012
Lost in a haze,
Lost in myself,
The world is spinning,
Spent all my wealth,
But I'm happy,
Happy in my loneliness.

My loneliness is mine,
I possess it,
Ownership of emotions,
Feelings i let rest and sit,
Still I'm happy,
Happy in my loneliness.

Lost in a haze,
Lost in myself,
The world is spinning,
Spent all my wealth,
But I'm happy,
Happy in my loneliness.
written in 2011
Simon Clark Aug 2012
Failing the test of love,
Sunken into the still waters of fear,
And in a prism of doubt,
I live out my fantasy,
Of stolen dreams and nightmares,
That are found inside my soul.
written in 2006
Simon Clark Aug 2012
(Song title from Michael Jacksons’ catalogue, by Michael Jackson and Teddy Riley)

Spent too long there,
Felt trapped,
Busted out and broke free,
Became me,
Who I wanted to be,
Couldn’t stay in the closet,
Making further little deposits,
Into the lie factory.
written in 2009
Simon Clark Aug 2012
In the mood to have a drink,
A glass of champagne,
Watch Big Ben count down the time,
Until the New Year enters in,
Party Poppers popping proudly,
Magic music motoring,
In the mood to have a dance,
A dance to enchant,
Watch the fireworks explode,
The clock meets the midnight hour,
Party Poppers popping proudly,
Magic music motoring.
written in 2006
Simon Clark Aug 2012
Beneath the crucifix I kneel,
Genuflecting before God,
Before our Father,
Before our priest,
He grabs me, holds me, drags me,
Out of sight,
Away from the eyes of mortal men,
He hits me, hurts me, breaks me,
Out of sight,
And all in the name of the Father.
written in 2011
Simon Clark Aug 2012
How do you explain a death to the innocence of youth?
“An angel came from heaven,
And took him to a happier place.”

How do you explain a death to the innocence of youth?
“God took him from his pain,
He didn’t want him to suffer anymore.”

How do you explain a death to the innocence of youth?
“Freedom was always his aim,
Let him go now.”

How do you explain a death to the innocence of youth?
“He’s not far away you just can’t see him,
He’s waiting for us in the next room.”

How do you explain a death to the innocence of youth?
I say tell them with your heart,
Be honest, kind and stand by the truth.
written in 2009
Simon Clark Aug 2012
The sun is shining boldly,
The grass glistens in the rays,
I hear children playing,
As they live out halcyon days.

But as I sit in my room,
Alone and watching TV,
I picture that you're here,
Sunbathing in the sun with me.

The night is drawing closer,
The sky shimmers with its stars,
I hear silence ringing,
As I remember loves guitar.
written in 2011
Simon Clark Aug 2012
Ring,
Please call me,
Ring,
In touch,
Phone,
Please ring me,
Phone,
In touch,
Call,
Please phone me,
Call,
In touch.

Keeping in touch,
A contact sport,
A game we play,
Without much thought,
Keeping in touch.

Kiss,
Please touch me,
Kiss,
In touch,
Love,
Please kiss me,
Love,
In touch,
Touch,
Please love me,
Touch,
In touch.
written in 2006
Simon Clark Aug 2012
Why am I no longer impressed by my invention?
It's only a facade...I know,
But it cuts deeper as the lies grow,
A lover,
A victim,
A villain,
A saint,
A queer,
A god,
I've been all I wanted to be,
Yet I never truly achieved this state,
Time to put down the rulebook,
Give up the dire life and find a new invention,
A reality that's all me.
Written in 2005
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