Sometimes i pray to whom i don't know,
Hands clasped,
Eyes down,
Like a desperate bingo player,
Asking for your forgivness,
Asking to be set free,
Free from my daily guilt and pain,
I beg that you stick around,
Stick by my side if i do bad again,
When i'm sad, bad, mad and doing wrong,
Stick around,
Stick around i pray,
Eyes down,
Hands clasped,
This i sometimes pray.

Radio playing,
Songs in my head,
Full of happy thoughts,
I slide off to bed.

I try to be open,
I try to be true,
You spit in my face,
Like i'm dirt on your shoe.

I try to be honest,
I try to be real,
You have no regard,
For the way that i feel.

Hatred, beyond hatred,
Hatred beyond hate,
To live out my life,
In this way is my fate.

I recall a winter,
The sort of winter that freezes,
Lets the frost settle on a heart,
And everything dies.

I recall a springtime,
The sort of springtime that flowers,
Lets the bloom blossom in a mind,
And everything shines.

I recall an Autumn,
The sort of Autumn that crackles,
Lets the leaves shatter under foot,
And everything breaks.

I recall a summer,
The sort of summer that sparkles,
Lets the lake shimer in an eye,
And everything shines.

The daily haste of London life,
The rush reluctantly calms,
Crowds begin to mingle,
Like the safety of a mothers arms.

Not as a possession,
Not as a prize,
But as a lover,
Here at your side.

Yes, i ant you for always,
Want you for life,
Not as your keeper,
Nor as your wife.

Don't mean to sound needy,
Pressurise you,
Don't want this to change,
Just being true.

Yes, i want you always,
Want you to know,
I'll be your safety,
And watch us grow.

Yes, i want you always,
Here in my heart,
As lovers and friends,
Finish to start.

If i open the secret door,
That leads,
Guides the way to my heart,
I hope you'l find comfort,
Find an open soul,
A vacant hole waiting to be filled,
With all i can give, though not a lot,
I'll give myself over to you.