To arise like a titan,
And stare at the morning sun,
Watching the dew fall like rain down your skin,
I'm in bliss,
Happy

I made love to him,
He made love to me,
We became one underneath the smiling moon,
Two men in each others arms,
We were just friends,
But a tender kiss created a fire,
That burnt into my soul,
I had to have you,
You wanted me to,
You had to have me,
I gave myself up for you,
I made love to you,
You made love to me.

A friend made me cry tears of passion,
Tears of love,
A friend made me pray to the heavens,
And believe in life above,
She took me to her bedroom,
She took me to the floor,
She took me to a special place,
I'd never been there before,
I kissed her body from head to toe,
I kissed back up again,
She swallowed all i had to give,
She enjoyed the intense heat then,
I ate her body,
I made her ***,
I ate her sweetness,
I made her run through my fingertips,
Covering every inch of me,
I'll kiss her in the morning,
She wake to the naked sight of me.

I took a ride on the gospel train,
I saw Jesus with a gun,
He stood smiling as he shot me dead,
Underneath the evening sun.

I took a ride on the gospel train,
I saw Mary drowning God,
She stood smiling as he breathed his last,
On a cross, nails through his rod.

I took a ride on the gospel train,
I saw Judas saying prayers,
He stood crying as he asked his words,
But he knew no one was there.

I took a ride on the gospel train,
I saw myself from behind,
I stood laughing as i bent on down,
To let Jesus seek and find.

My life is a book that you may want to read,
You'll see my soul,
You'll see my heart,
You'll see the love that integrity breeds.

My life is a painting you may want to touch,
You'll feel my root,
You'll feel my core,
You'll feel the sin that disguises far too much.

My life is a song that you may want to hear,
You'll hear my pain,
You'll hear my love,
You'll hear the trembling of my skin as it shakes in fear.

My eyes are bleeding the tears that cut me deep inside,
I was tried like a villain in a court of single-sides,
I was beaten on the rocks like the ever-changing tides,
As the beast of the great grey honesty opened its jaws up wide,
I struggle to be who i am,
I struggle to be free,
I struggle with my reflection,
I struggle with being me.

He kissed me,
I kissed him back,
He took me to bed,
I let him take me there,
To heaven and a visit to hell,
Such a joy,
Such intensity,
Such passion,
Such love.