Silver Dreams: Poems

Silver Dreams Jan 2012

I crave your touch,
just yours and yours alone.
Just one touch
would leave me wanting more.
Those breaths we make together
for that night,
I dream for that.
I wish for that.
It is my true desire,
to be come one with you.

Certainty

Silver Dreams Jan 2012

Certainty

Do you ever feel lost about the future?
Like you're not sure about anything....
We'll for me...
I feel that way..
Except for my best friend and the love of my life.
I'm certain they'll be in my life for a very long time.
I can say this without another thought,
a blink of an eye, or without hesitation.
Because
I know in my heart,
they'll all be there for me
like they always have been.

Eternity

Silver Dreams Jan 2012

Eternity

Moaning and sighing,
our breaths intertwine.
As do our bodies.
We crave for each other.
Staring into his eyes,
I know,
I could stare into them
for an eternity.
This lust,
has never been so strong before.
I yearn for your touch.
Your breath in my ear.
Your lips on my neck.
Your hands roaming everywhere.
Just being with you,
all those before you...
are just names
that are slowly
slipping out of my mind.
This sweetness,
I taste on your lips,
I'm addicted to it.
I'm awake when I'm with you,
I don't want to ever go to sleep,
if it means I'm without

For This One

Silver Dreams Dec 2011

For This One

I've let you get close.
My head says no,
push him away
you don't need to get hurt again.
Stay safe !
Don't take risks
but my heart....
my heart says no...
take him take him into your arms
embrace him make him yours,
make yourself his.
Because....
you belong together,
so take hold of his hand,
don't let go.
Take the jump,
risk it all
for this one
and only for this one.

Hearts Plead To Speak

Silver Dreams Jul 2012

Hearts Plead To Speak

My heart's broken.
Just torn apart,
thinking about you laying there..
in so much pain and agony,
just like me.
I wish I could be there for you,
holding you,
wiping away all those tears
even though I have them also.
Yours is more important.
I wish I could have told you how I felt,
but I choked.
I messed up bad.
Now there's no way to tell you
just how much I want you,
just how much you mean to me...
Because now,
its just an empty goodbye,
with blank hearts, and blank minds.
I want to fight for you,
but we both know
it'd be ridiculous.
for me to wait so long for you....
I want to no matter how crazy it is....
Just know that you ARE the one for me always and forever
i wish i could just say all this to your face now...
You'll be in my heart.

I look forward to you

Silver Dreams Jan 2012

I look forward to you

All that teasing and romancing,
it's what I look forward to at the end of the day.
The laughter, the giggles, the chuckles.
My mouth hurting from smiling so much,
it means a lot to me that only you do this to me.
I feel so calm...
so at ease...
just talking to you,
it's like you calm a storm in me of all these problems.
It reassures me that everything is going to be okay.

Just Words to Me

Silver Dreams Jan 2012

Just Words to Me

Promise is just a word.
Why do we even use it,
you don't actually even follow through when you "promise"me things.
It's just an excitement to me,
that never falls through for me.
Don't keep me going through this disappointment
over and over.
Don't promise things...
Just do it,
don't say you're going.
Surprise me.
It'll make my day.
I'm sure you'll find a way.

Lingering Answers

Silver Dreams Jan 2012

Lingering Answers

You know my flaws.
You've seen and heard them all.
Haven't been left behind.
Good sign,
but it leaves me with these questions....
I've seen your flaws and I've heard them, too.
Haven't left,
better sign.
It must leave you with questions, too.
Well,
I'm here to answer them,
so I guess, you must be too.

Mistake

Silver Dreams Jul 2012

Mistake

He's your weakness,
and I get that.
Look at what he's doing to you.
He's saying all these things that are hurting you.
It might seem sweet,
but we both know what's going on.
H just made a big mistake,
he's trying to take it back
but he knows he can't so he's trying to make the best of it.
Its hurting you.
He's a wolf in sheep's clothes
I get that you love him,
but do you know what he's doing to you?
I see you falling apart more and more
I don't know if its the break up
or if its just how he is with you now.
I wish I could help you,
but I, myself, feel miles away from myself.
I don't feel like me.
I'm feeling useless in our friendship now.
Is there any way to get everything back to normal?
Is it every going to be easy?
I don't think so,
because if its worth it you gotta work for it.
So maybe that's it.
You gotta work for your relationship.
Fight for him.
Fight for you.
Maybe I should try that, too.

My Heart

Silver Dreams Jan 2012

My Heart

You speaking of our future together,
it made my heart skip a beat.
I got those butterflies in my stomach
like I always do.
My smile greatened
and so did my heart.
The things you've done for me,
means so much.
The happiness in your voice
as we talk,
let's me know that everything is okay.
That I'm safe and that you protect me.
I feel I could do anything with you,
tell you anything,
show you anything,
let you feel everything I feel.
Just one sentence from you could make my day.

Protection Against this World

Silver Dreams Jan 2012

Protection Against this World

You're hurting little sis,
I'm not sure what to do.
I see the pain you're in.
I'm not sure what to do,
but hug you till you're all out of tears.
Just handing you tissue after tissue.
I feel the need to protect you from this world little sister
But there's so much to protect you from I can not do it alone.
So, please, help me protect you.

Sending Me Shivers

Silver Dreams Jan 2012

Sending Me Shivers

Each kiss going up my body...
It sends shivers throughout me.
Sending joy into you
and for the both of us...
pleasure and passion for the night.
Every little kiss,
I ache for more and more.
The passion between us is magical.
Holding on to you,
as our breaths collide with each others bodies.
Its a mesh of something beautiful.
You bring a heat to my body like no ones done before.
Always ending with a smile because the passion is sweet bliss.

So We'll Work Together

Silver Dreams Dec 2011

So We'll Work Together

Carry me,
I know you won't drop me,
I'm safe with you.
Kiss me,
I know we won't want to stop.
Love me,
I know you do,
just as easily as I love you.
Trust me,
I know it's easy to do.
Protect me and I'll protect you,
I know it'll be hard,
so we'll work together.

Stardust

Silver Dreams Dec 2011

Stardust

They bound me,
true me.
I'll risk the battle.
Strategy,
that's what I have.
Won't back down,
need these freedom,
need this feeling.
It's not ashamed.
It'll be good to escape.
Just even a touch,
the sky won't burst into shimmering little stars,
if I make the break,
into what I call my freedom.
Just let me be,
and you will see.
Just wait and see.
Oh, please.
That's what they say.
You're never going to get your way.
Scoff all you want.
I dream big.
Big is all I dream for.
Don't aim low.
I aim towards the sky,
hoping that I,
will get to touch it one day.

The Battle

Silver Dreams Dec 2011

The Battle

Hidden along those bold word,
there are bold thoughts.
You withhold them with caution.
Protection,
It is used a lot.
Don't worry,
You've been hurt before.
Things change,
please carry these words with you.
Pushed down?
Stand up!
Shot down?
Speak up!
Get up, don't sit around.
Fight for yourself,
fight for what you love.
Or else it wouldn't be worth it at all.

The Butterfly's Touch

Silver Dreams Jan 2012

The Butterfly's Touch

Those butterflies I feel,
I only get them from you.
I've considered the fact
the only true facts,
is that you're my soul mate.
My body burns for you.
My mind only turns to you.
My soul shivers in delight just hearing your voice.
My heart,
oh boy,
does it beat.
Just talking to you,
brightens my day.
The way you pay attention
to even the littlest details,
that's more then okay.
That laugh of yours,
just puts a smile on my face
and let's me know things will be okay.
Nothing in the world,
Nothing,
could make me as happy of a person,
as you do.

The Distance

Silver Dreams Jan 2012

The Distance

Snow trickles down all around me.
Slowly, riding down my skin,
after it lands.
I raise my hand
to catch a snow flake.
Knowing how fragile it is,
I look from a distance.
It's all around me like you are.
But, yet, I feel the need
to keep a distance
just to keep you
but yet just touching you
is hurting you.
I want to touch you
to see you
the closer I bring you to me
the more we both hurt
trying to protect this thing that we have
that we hold sacredly to ourselves.

The Fragile

Silver Dreams Jan 2012

The Fragile

We are so fragile, even though we say we're not.
We talk the big talk,
but everyone has a weakness
that can be turned against you.
I have plenty of weaknesses
and I'm sure you do,too.
Together let's stand
to protect
each other's weaknesses
as friends, lovers, and family.

The Key

Silver Dreams Jan 2012

The Key

You're locked up,
alas, I want to rescue you.
But, I am locked up, too.
Woe is me,
and woe is you.
We must wait
till we can escape together.

The Little Things

Silver Dreams Jan 2012

The Little Things

Hidden words,
thoughts,
ideas.
I can't keep them from you.
They burn me when I do,
I'm just itching to tell you everything
and you know I always will.
My knowledge of you is great,
but your knowledge of me is greater.
I wish to know more of you.
You know this,
you've been slowly
telling me the little things.
I'm loving every second of it.
I wish to know you all,
for the greater the amount I know,
the more I have to love and accept.

The Way I Feel

Silver Dreams Jan 2012

The Way I Feel

I feel excited just thinking about the day we'll meet.
Everyday it's on my mind.
The way we'd run to each other after we caught each others eyes.
How we'd embrace each other.
You'd goof around messing up my hair like you said you would.
I'd try to avoid it, even though I secretly want you to.
Then we'd end up kissing with a passionate touch.
Then and there, would I know how much you wanted me.
It may not turn out that way.
Its pictured in different ways in my head, but this thought is just one of the many.
In my heart, I know I'll end up surprised by how we'll meet because you always surprise me.

Those Rivers Have A Reason

Silver Dreams Jan 2012

Those Rivers Have A Reason

Some days,
I just have these little tears run down my cheeks like little rivers.
I don't even have a reason for it.
Maybe...
I do and I just don't know it,
but until I do know...
I'll cry for the others who are in pain, happiness, etc.
So I have a reason for my tears.

To Trust

Silver Dreams Jan 2012

To Trust

Your trust...
It means the world to me.
You show day after day how much you trust me.
You even showed me you trusted me more then anyone.
That made me smile.
I felt like I was glowing.
Like I'm that important to you,
that you'd trust me with something he's never trusted to anyone else.
I don't know if you fully understand how much that meant to me.
So I'll explain it like this...
It's like I've been handed your life and told that I can keep it because it's in safe hands.
Like you've given me your heart trusting that I won't break it,
Just so important to you that,
it made me realize...
I'm that important to you that you'd give me something with so much trust....
Thank you.

Tread Carefully

Silver Dreams Dec 2011

Tread Carefully

Open your world to me,
I'll open mine, too.
Be careful though,
there may be things you would not like.
I'll be careful, too.
There are things in there that i do not like either.
I'll protect you,
as you have protect me all these years.

Waiting

Silver Dreams Jan 2012

Waiting

Thoughts of plenty,
swarming in my mind.
Buzz here, buzz there.
It won't leave me behind,
searching every weakness.
I am unprotected without you.
Making me slowly break,
will this sanity...
reach me again.
I wait for you.

— The End —