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 Mar 2013 Siiren
Montana
I'll *******,
If you want.
Cause I want it
Just as bad as you do.
But I also want to hear the rustle of the sheets
When you turn over in the middle of the night.
I want to feel your hot breath on my neck.
I want the stubble on your chin to graze my cheek
As you kiss me gently on the forehead.
And when I whisper "goodnight," you don't have to reply.
Just nudge me with your knee
Or poke me with your elbow.
8/13/12
 Mar 2013 Siiren
j carolyn
I wore a black sundress. You wore baggy shorts held up at the waist with a worn leather belt. You had lost so much weight during the months you spent miles and memories away in the sunshine state and I wasn't sure who you were anymore.

Your car smelled like melted crayons in the summer heat. I folded myself into the passenger seat next to you and from a dog-eared book, read poetry aloud as we drove. You treated each ending with a silence that I had, at some point, thought profound.

You called me beautiful. I wanted to shake you, to point out my secret imperfections, to say "look at my crooked teeth that will never fit together like we do when you tuck my body into the curve of yours as we sleep."

Mostly though, I wanted to explain to you that poetry is nothing but words strung together, meaningless until breath is breathed into them and a heartbeat begins.
 Sep 2010 Siiren
Paulamae
Uncertain
 Sep 2010 Siiren
Paulamae
I'm a pretender.

Filled with nothing but confusion.

I may look whole.

But I'm no more than an allusion.

I try to feel complete.

But the puzzle pieces are still scattered.

I'm trying to hold on.

Then I slip and all is shattered.
 Sep 2010 Siiren
Aly Fatal
I want to dissect the space in between growing up and being an adult
I want to see the heart as it beats its desperate beat of not enough
I want to see the lungs that save their breath because the worst thing to ever happen has not happened yet
I want to see the brain that has just started to question the belonging that was inherent in every held hand between friends
And I want to see the vestiges of the tales told to children that made them believe that growing up was wondrous
But which shrunk in the face of an evolution that explained away the magic in the world and told us that real life was good...
enough.
I want to dissect that space and see it before growing older starts to feel like growing colder
I want to dissect that space after falling in love is only about unscarred hearts and tiny little steps of faith
And then I want to keep each piece
Cultivating and grafting to get the perfect hybrid of knowing that things sometimes don’t work out and believing that anything is possible
Making my monster out of childish this and adultish that
And I want to give it life
Flinging it out the window
And then maybe wondering if it has wings.

— The End —