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2.4k · Dec 2011
deceptive
Sidney Ramirez Dec 2011
oh, if looks could ****, the hair on the back of your head
would be grey and falling.

sneakers full of holes, breaking at every unexplainable instance.
your hands would be wrinkled and cracking, stricken with arthritis.

that face of yours would lay untouched,
handsome and deceptive
1.4k · Oct 2011
accidentally
Sidney Ramirez Oct 2011
i accidentally wore my heart on my sleeve,
i accidentally gave it over coffee,
i accidentally tried to seem better ,
i accidentally drank far too much,
i accidentally fell into that bed,
i accidentally cuddled too close;

i wish accidents never happened
1.4k · Oct 2011
invincible
Sidney Ramirez Oct 2011
safety is a forehead
pressed between sleeping
shoulderblades,
butterfly kisses on spines
and entangled fingers
1.1k · Oct 2011
tragic sight
Sidney Ramirez Oct 2011
i can only believe
in love at first sight
            if it is mutual,

   otherwise it is simply
                          a tragedy
849 · Dec 2011
i'm a mess
Sidney Ramirez Dec 2011
i have scars of your fingerprints
blemishes shaped like your lips
cracks in my spine
from the sound of your voice
and pinholes in my heart
from the way you look at me
565 · Dec 2011
these hands tell tales
Sidney Ramirez Dec 2011
brittle breaking bones,
these hands know not to hold
my fingers snap and ache,
oh how they feel so cold

veins so bright and blue,
pulse this sickly blood
skin so thin and flawed,
a cut could cause a flood

tendons pull and tense,
a touch sends unknown thrills
joints so hard and stiff,
through cracks, my love, it spills
546 · Oct 2011
myself
Sidney Ramirez Oct 2011
the knots, they began
deep down in my stomach
tendrils reached out,
wrapped around every piece
of everything alive

inside of me, i feel
the twisted fingers,
reaching quietly for this
frayed and broken heart of
mine,
      To fix;
               to hide;
                        to drag

it deep back down where no one else
can see the beautiful
mess that i have made of

*myself
536 · Dec 2011
live without
Sidney Ramirez Dec 2011
i want to pull open your ribcage,
nestle myself between your lungs.
i want to feel you breathe,
the weight of your life pressed against me.
i want to cure your hiccups,
curl up against your fluttering heart.
i want to warm the winter air,
to keep you from cold.
i want to be the part of you
you cant live without.
495 · Nov 2011
an ocean
Sidney Ramirez Nov 2011
your guilt is an ocean
violently crashing
against these brittle rock ledges

the falling pieces
causing you to grow oh so heavy
                                oh so weary
with your actions

this weight i try to bare
    oh so fruitlessly, though
            it is not my weight to care

silently leaving with
the faint bells

but still your tides
wash up on my shore
           weighing more than once before
439 · Nov 2011
emptiness
Sidney Ramirez Nov 2011
seven weeks
six days

it’s not my fault that i’ve
been keeping track of this
minute existence of yours

how i am supposed to feel,
to know such a loss;
                         i do not know

ive been told,
i will regret this,
to consider my actions

perhaps after
     i will feel loss

perhaps after
     it will make a difference

i cannot feel you,
only what you make me feel
     inside
        outside

maybe i will feel sorry
for giving you up like this
but somehow i feel like
                      i wont feel
         anything besides
  sweet emptiness

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