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Sibyl Vane Mar 2014
Stars falling from the sky
Coming down like fireflies
Catch them, keep them, hold them tight
Don't let them fly away tonight

Twinkle twinkle little star
How I wonder what you are.

What can come from those that say
The words that stay close day by day
But heavy burdens on my heart lay
And graceless sorrows and

twinkle
twinkle
little
star

where are you
Sibyl Vane Mar 2014
Walk with me
    so I can tell you my story
  how all the people
who come to my house
         and i listen to their lives
all their fears and failures
   and their secrets
they all stop at me
       to tell me
what people don't see
    why me
what people never see
            i'm just like all of you
       but i'll keep your secrets
   but you didn't ask me to
     because they're not mine to give away
you trusted me with yourself
    and i'll honor that
you know i will
you didn't have to ask
  so you didn't
but who do i talk to
anyone
no one
are you there?
no
but i talk to you
more than anyone else
because you listen
and i don't know why
Sibyl Vane Mar 2014
Some people smile
Some people cry
But we're all the same inside

Some people sleep
Some people drink
But we all still have bad dreams

Some people laugh
Some people pray
But we all will find our way

Some people fight
Some people lie
But we all can't sleep at night

Some people

Some

People

None of us are the same,
We don't all find our way,
Some sleep with sweet dreams,
But not everyone.

It's a silly lie.
Sibyl Vane Mar 2014
Let me tell you
About pride.
Let me tell you
About low self-esteem.

They go together
Hand in hand
Because we'll never be
Good enough for ourselves.

Are you?
I know I'm not.

But I don't want
You to know that.
So I put on that front
To make you all think
I'm great
And I start to believe it myself
But life has a way
Of making us fall on our face
Right at that moment.

So I'm not so great.
Not even good enough.

I just thought you should know.
Sibyl Vane Jan 2014
I loved him.
I promise you, I did.
With what little I had,
My virtue, my art, my music,
I loved him.
I could've sworn
He loved me too.

I thought we were getting married.
I thought that
Until I saw the note,
Heard his voice.
I would never see him again,
Not as any more than
An adoring follower
That had fallen by the wayside.

I've heard stories since then.
Scandals.
Things too awful to repeat.
I can't bear to think of him that way.
Worse, to think that I loved him,
But I didn't know him.
The man I loved would never do that.

So here I am,
A lonely musician.

But I killed myself.
They say it was because I loved him so deeply
And that I couldn't bear the rejection.
That's not true though.
I killed myself so that I could be reborn.
To be a new Sibyl,
Apart from the weight
Of my regrets.
I died so that I could live.

I am Sibyl Vane.
I could be any one of you.

But truly, I am ME.
And I'm alive,
I am free.
Sibyl Vane Jan 2014
When the dawn breaks
The frosty winter night,
Shattering it into
A thousand pieces,
Like glass,
The sky turns from
The deepest star-flecked
Black to a clear,
Wistful gray.
I've never seen
A more hopeful color than gray.

Right at the moment,
Close your eyes,
Hold your breath.
It's silent.

The sky that afternoon
Was a clear, bright blue.
The kind that only comes
On the purest summer days.
The wind picked up
My hair and tossed it
Across my eyes,
And I couldn't see for a moment.
The breeze was pleasant.
But with the wind,
The clouds spilled like ink
Across the sky,
Twisting it into
A disgusting yellowed gray,
Like the cold skin
Of the old and dead.
The gray was imposing,
Ominous.
I've never seen a more
Sickly color than gray.

But right at that moment,
A second before the sky
Opens up and throws
Rain and lighting
Down to earth,
Close your eyes,
Hold your breath.
It's silent.

If you are quiet,
You'll hear the silence.
It's always the sound of change.
If you are watching the sky,
Gray will always show the shift.

Close your eyes,
Hold your breath,
And don't be afraid.
Sibyl Vane Dec 2013
My minister said
Two Sundays ago, that
"Christmas will always disappoint."
It was jarring,
Unnerving.
A minister said such a thing?

But wait, keep listening.
You'll see it makes sense.
You'll see it's true.

The Jews were expecting
A king to overthrow the Romans.
They expected trumpets blaring,
A white horse carrying
Their savior.

They got a helpless baby
Heralded by shepherds
And the bleating of sheep,
Born of a poor peasant woman
In a poor peasant town
In a poor peasant barn
Of a poor peasant inn.
How disappointing.

We expect the family to be together
We expect love and happiness
During the Christmas season.

We did not expect
Financial troubles
Marital problems
Stress at work
College rejections
Fighting with the kids
Arguing with the parents

The tree didn't get decorated
Until December 21
The outdoor lights
Are still in boxes.
Advent was supposed to
Prepare us.
But we're not ready yet.

Christmas will always disappoint,
But the baby will not.

Christmas is a beginning.
Christmas is hope.

There is always hope in children.
They are the future.
Hope, most of all
Is in the child of God.

It is hope.
The "good part"
Is yet to come.

We plant seeds in Christmas
With the expectation of the future.
Jesus grew up,
Like babies do.
He changed the world.
He changed the individuals.

He fed the hungry
He gave sight to the blind
He comforted the beggars
He brought justice to the Temple
He taught his followers
He drove out the demons
He loved the sinners
He reached out to the outcasts

He lived with us
He walked with us
He loved us.

And we killed him.

But that wasn't going to stop the baby
The child we placed our hope in on Christmas.
He came back from the dead
And performed many miracles.

Then he left
But promised to return.
And so we wait
With the hope given to us
By a baby
On the most disappointing Christmas of all.

But he left us a gift
Not wrapped in paper and string
But fire.
He have us the Spirit
So that we'd have guidance and comfort
And we'd never be alone.
So we can act as he did.
We can feed the hungry,
We can comfort the beggars,
We can reach out to the outcasts.

And as they wait with the hope from the baby
We can give them the same gift
So they can continue the baby's work.

Christmas is disappointing
But the baby is not.
The baby is Jesus
And he gives us hope.
Of life and life beyond death
And of love for all people.
For then, for now,
And forever.
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