Every single time you say
Things you shouldn’t be saying
I’m breaking apart
Loosing the love I have for you from my heart

Nobody to talk to
Nobody to share
As I feel this pain
And stay here in despair

Each day I talk less
Cause it just adds to my stress
No way to express
No way to process

Maybe you love me
But you could never understand
How to bring out the happiness in me
And honestly just take a stand

One day I’ll walk away
And I won’t have much to say
Then there won’t be any saving the day
Cause thats the day I would’ve walked away

A decade

It’s been a decade
Since we met
With all these feelings that never seem to fade

It still feels the same
As if time stood still
And I’d call your name
While we meet up at that hill

I can’t touch you
Yet you’re here
This feeling so new
With lots of fear

You’re the story that I never told
Waiting for you to hold
And tell me that I’m so bold
As we continue to unfold

You’re so fair darling
You’re like a star
I can see your beauty from far away
I just want to be where you are

You’re so dreamy
You feel surreal
I don’t mean to be cheesy
But this is how I feel

So maybe I’ll see you one day
And maybe we’ll have another shot
On a beautiful Sunday afternoon
And I’ll give you everything I’ve got.

Each year, my life changes
Seems to get more strange
With the choices that were made for me
And with the ones I made

Life seems like a question
I can’t answer
The more I try
The more I wander

I lost my way
With every step, every turn
With nothing to say
Nothing to expect in return

The things I loved
And the things I did
The way I looked
And the way I felt

And now I’m trying to find my way back
But I can’t find the track
To what made me happy
And to what made me me

I’ve lost it all
Once again
With nobody to call
While I lay here in pain

I hope someday I can find my way back
And then I will finally unpack
Into arms that feel like home
And love that feels like known

If I die, what difference would it make?
Is there anything that we take?
When we leave and people that love us grieve

If I die, will you cry?
If yes, about what?
Tell me what you're thinking
All your thoughts

If I die, would you have any regrets?
I think this is as dark as it gets
Don't leave any words unsaid

If I die, how long would it take for you to move on?
I feel cold, I feel this emptiness from dusk to dawn
I'm here but I feel like I'm gone

The only time I feel purpose is when I make art
Lately that's the only thing I haven't been able to do
I don't know what to do
Where to go
Or what to say
Tell me why I should stay


What would you tell me if I told you I'm giving up?
What would you do if I asked you to let me go?
What would you say If I told you there's nothing I look forward to?

You know me better than anyone
I love you more than anyone
You came to me dressed in white
Like an angel, you made everything just right

We talk without words
They don’t know we have little key codes
Your beautiful eyes give me hope
Without your love, I don’t know how I would cope

You wake me up every morning
Oh sweetheart, you are so charming
Running around with your big old eyes
I get lost in your gaze

You told me today
That in 3 days it's Mother's Day
You asked me if I remember
There's no way I would forget my beautiful mother

You brought me into this world
Just by yourself you raised a little girl
You taught me to have a beautiful heart
Right from the start
You've sacrificed your life for me
So I could go to places I wanna see and the places I wanna be
You worked long hours
When we lived in that 15 story tower
You did everything and more
You are the one I extremely adore

You've been giving up for me
I still remember how much you love your morning tea
Well like they say, like mother like daughter
You got me into not being able to resist my tea

You're in my thoughts
Helping me connect the dots
You're in my actions
Every time I do what I love with passion
You're in my heart
Even though we are apart
You're on my mind
I love you with all my heart
Like you've done from the start

I'm holding on right now
Till the day I graduate
Man, I can't wait
Get by this one last year somehow

I don't believe in formal education
I believe in living life without caution
I'm an artist, I don't fit into a box
I can't even wear identical socks
Or be at the same place at the same time every week
I know I'm unique
Because of the experiences I've had
And the people I've met
I want to make art that changes lives
Create an impact that's makes someone want to thrive

I'm holding on right now
Till the day I graduate
Man, I can't wait
Get by this one last year somehow

I'm a junior in college
You might think I'm too young to know
What life is really about
But you don’t know me
Don’t measure who I am by my age
Let it just be a number and not a cage
To hold me down or act as an explanation
Of how I lack knowledge or dedication
The world is my stage
Don't limit me to a page
I'm filled with rage
I'm failing this class
I couldn't care less
A year from now
None of this will matter
I’ll move on to bigger better things
When I would be ready to fly and spread my wings

I'm holding on right now
Till the day I graduate
Man, I can't wait
Get by this one last year somehow