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As i sit here and dream about you in the hide,
i wish i could stand forever by your side.

Kirsch of my life, and brightening the darkest corners of my soul,
your face alone revives my heart, which was dark as coal.

Although we know each other for quite some time now,
when it comes to tell you what i feel for you, i wonder how?

Realized one day, what was it that you did to me,
an extraordinary favor, a feeling that set me free.

Searching for words, but i'm speechless as always,
when i think of your smile, that warms me even on coldest days.

Hardly does it matter, if you refuse me and everything goes wrong,
its just your memories that i'll cherish all my life long.

I still wish i could tell you what i feel for you,
but i'm afraid you'll never believe that its true...
he is not the one fighting in a war,
he is the one who would hold me in his arms,
when i was a baby, i felt his love his care,
when i sat on his shoulders and saw the rivers and the farms.

he is the fixer of my broken toys,
and the household doctor when i hurt myself, bleed & weep,
there is something special about him, my father,
he always knew i wanted a hug just before i go to sleep.

why is he never tired of my wishes and demands,
why do i never lose a game when "he" plays with me,
all the love that i see when i look into his eyes,
how did i get so lucky, you were the dad chosen for me.

sent to me from above, was your everlasting love,
i wish i could become like you some day and shine,
i may not have said this before, but i love you,
everyone has a hero in their life, you are a special hero in mine...
words aren't enough to describe my feelings..thank you for everything..*DADDA*..!
Sometimes, it gets hard, not to ask yourself why,
i still love you, there is no reason for me to lie.

I know that things have changed a lot now,
not that much warmness and care some how.

but still its hard to get over you, your smile, your laughter,
still no cure to this addiction, and no one to look after.

I remember the good, I remember the bad,
but all the way through were some true lies I always had.

Why do I care so much? Why do I feel this way,
but it doesn't last long, because no one hears what I say.

I know that I mean very less to you,
so less that you can't even stand my hideous view.

But what you see isn't what it is,
If I could I would, but I cant so I won't say this.

some things are best left unsaid,
my heart still beats for you, although it looks dead.

Maybe I shouldn't say this in a simple way,
but its the truth, you are killing me everyday.

Its hard to stop tears flowing from some eyes,
I never sleep, but I will some day, forever...with some true lies..!
i guess truth that's told with bad intent, beats all the lies that one can invent...!!!
receding childhood, and youth approaching fast,
still wondering where am I.
doubts and questions, answers is what I seek,
difficult to find some faces to rely.

so many wishes and so many dreams,
in a dilemma of thoughts, blurred is my aim.
the two aspects, Triumph and Defeat,
hard to treat the two just the same.

this never ending twilight of adolescence,
makes me numb, still i'm shining gay.
a stir right there in my chest,
wanna go home but can't find a way.

seeing her face, these voids vanish,
but some lingering questions can't leave me alone.
dunno why am I blushing,
it seems my lips have a mind of their own.

pretending to be sad, as if nothing happened,
still searching happiness wherever i can.
I keep asking the same question to myself,
am I grown up child or a childish man?

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