She waits by her window, watching the rain,
Building summers to archive the pain.
But she never wakes to truly see,
A past she holds, yet longs to flee.
A safe from yesterday lies deep inside,
But her heart still says, "He's captive, confined."
Wanting and winding through restless nights,
Chasing the echoes of lost love's light.
She loved with all she had to give,
Yet love was not hers to truly live.
For the man she knew had changed his way,
A stranger now, too far to stay.
And when, at last, she dared to try,
To love again, to not deny—
Each love letter, each whispered dream,
Was torn apart at every seam.
Every person she ever adored,
Turned her away, just like before.
Just like the one she gave her heart,
Only to watch it fall apart.