You are my brave brave woman.
Be strong, my fierce lady.
You will get through this.
This is only a blessing in disguise.
You have the will and determination
to fight anything that comes your way.
Just hold on.
You will rise like a phoenix from dusk.
This happened just to burn away the unworthy,
to help you see the plain truth,
which is beyond your blindfold of beliefs.
All the unworthy, who was with you all the time,
will run away at the first sight of a rising storm.
Recognise who they are and just move on.
Remember just one thing.
No matter what happens,
I trust you, have belief in you and will be with you till the very end.

I feel like darkness is descending on me,
clenching my sensitive heart in loops,
unfortunate events cascading with time.

When I feel like hitting the rock-bottom,
I am going further and further down,
When will I see the upside of things?

Or will I just lose myself trying so?
Lost in the space forever with death.

Sleep, dear sleep,
Why do invade me uninvited?
But why do you fail when I call you?
You've invaded my precious moments
And escaped the undeserving ones!
Why are you so partial?
Oh, I've slept myself to oblivion!
Insomnia and narcolepsy,
the duo have haunted me for years,
Now what do I do with what's left?

Is living at the moment always chaotic?
But makes sense contouring backward?
Somehow every moment almost always
no, say absolutely always adds to a whole.