hanging in the closet ,behind close doors             are the skeletons              mistakes and flaws           every one has something packed away                     that never wants to be worn again                        but the alarm goes off every morning,waking us up everyday,     since are imperfect there are new things to pack away.          years goes by and the closet gets old and break   the weight of whats inside it can no longer take                                so it finally lets everything out                  and reveals what's hidden

stolen time,memories that should have been ours,its as if it's not permissable,something this life will not allow,waiting for you to realise
that how i feel is no surprise,i have loved you then up till now and still will tomorrow,even if tomorrow could be a no show,forever beyond the end of time,in my heart  you will always be mine.

My heart will not set him free or let him go,he lingers in my mind still,it's crazy! why?i can't forget him nomatter how hard i try,it's been exactly four years and still there are silent tears,the story my heart wants to tell but silence is all that it will know.silent words ,silent love,silent tears,silent truth.it's a cruel thing to love someone and sacrifice it for silence,the hurt unexplainable,the feelings unshakeable.My  heart has engraved his name  in the depth of it,it's safe there down deep inside.it's like watching a beautiful world from the inside
out, the only thing that keeps me apart from that world are the bars,bars of silence.

I have named the brightest star in the sky,for my heart will tell no lie,I have named it for i know it's existence is forever and will continue it's purpose,fade away will it never,so I named it as a reminder that my heart will always stay true,even though your abscence is forever,I always will be loving you.

Round and round
goes the wheels of my emotions
A bomb ticking inside me and soon a massive explosion

Round and round
goes the wheels of my love but soon will be punctured and will turn nomore

Round and round
the tornado spins inside me,unable to stop it
outcome unknown.

You have to dream to stay sane,you have to awake to life's pain
you have to fall to stand back up,you have to have faith,it's a promise ,you need no luck,you have to learn to love before you hate,you have to endure and prepare for whatever fate,you have to love life nomatter what,you have to keep going and never quit,you just have to be you,it's more than enough,you just have to be you it's more than enough.

Nine months is almost over and soon I'll see my child's face,hold him in my arms with GOD'S grace
Movements in my belly,it keeps me out of sleep or maybe it's a she,my little bo-peep
I am priviledged to have experienced this once again
the excitement,the fatigue,morning sickness
but defenitely not looking forward that excruciating pain!
I have five more dancing and playing,nagging,crying
oh but it's all worthwhile
I thank GOD for them,they are my life even though they sometimes drive me up the wall,the echo of their laughter in my dark days is the best reassurance of all
I might not be a perfect mother but i  guess GOD saw some good in me,to make me as fortunate as to send these angels down ,love ,joy, happiness  pure innocence and beauty,the best part of it all is when I hear the words''I LOVE YOU MOMMY''