I’m so close
So close to call
To text
To drop all morals and patience
To let go and do the  unthinkable
To kiss and caresss the forbidden
To envoke in this mission
Of risk and passion
To feel flowers bloom and bees sting
To feel the flow of my imagery
Forget the past and present
To focus on the inside between my *******
To retract time and take a leap
A leap of youth and secrets
Little lamb don’t follow me
I’m going into the den of mischiefs

I swear I can’t take this pain no more
You chase me and play so much
You’re cold like the seeping wind tru a windows draft
Comes so smoothly such a painful raft
This pattern changes my mood like shades of black
I don’t know what to feel because you always come back

I miss him,
Maybe a little maybe a lot
When the sun shoots its rays against my skin
The softness of your fingertips runs wedges over my hips
I hear you call me and the green overlooking our vision's horizon
Memories that float over the weather’s waves

I was your shoulder
When you leaned over and you touched me
You leaned over and you pressed me
Pressed against me and you told me
You wanted to be here with me
So we fell asleep like this was routine
Don’t preach to me
The words you lying
Nothing was the truth but the times you were *******
I hate what’s happening,
Your actions confuse the hell out of me
But I knew this all along
Im ashamed I fooled myself

throbbing
pumping
dragging
jumping
slapping
kissing
touching
teasing
pulling
*******
patting
grabbing
biting
looking
slipping
sliding

Memories of you haunt me in my dreams
its like demons in my sleep
I cannot wake up

You call me and you see me
you kiss me and you tease me
you tell me that im yours
hold and caress my hips
taste the lips i bring
you love me till im sore
this feels likes a bliss
we roll and swirl
we twirl and we swerve
against all our clothes
souls that collide and mend together
you elevate me like a feather
come inside my wonderland of pleasure
than we come down and lay forever
i get up and go
your mind gets up and go
now this is over
and im gone