Submit your work, meet writers and drop the ads. Become a member
 
Sheldon Brown Apr 2014
Breaking down with no one here,
Living in this world knowing no one cares,
Why must I be hurt for others to feel good?
And I’m left feeling misunderstood,
No one sees the darkness in my heart,
They can’t see the tears I cry, when am falling apart,
With these terrible things weighing me down,
I try to make them know, but I never make a sound,
I’m scared of this society that judge me,
Only happy when they've made me fall on my knees,
Hatred fills my mind tonight,
As I take this blade and end my life.
Sheldon Brown Apr 2014
I'm here in this dark world alone,
Feeling like a king,
Who got his kingdom overthrown,
No one here for me to touch,
quantity i count,
but the end figure is not too much,
i'm so afraid to say the truth,
want my voice to be heard,
But instead it mute,
Can anybody help me walk on this lonely street,
want to be lift up,
and rest my feet,
I'm asking for help,
can offer your help to me,
this world is empty,
Yet still i don't feel free.
Sheldon Brown Apr 2014
As a child my mother said to me,
Don’t be afraid to lead the way you see,
She tell me stuffs that enable me to be stern,
In the future, I dream of owning my own firm,
My mom is my idol girl,
She’s number one in this world,
She makes me smile all night,
My mom is a gentle sight,
When I was fifteen, I wanted to roam this world,
Silly girls, with 1950s curls,
Never listened I wanted to be free,
To have *** with one person, two or maybe three,
Because I was deaf towards her,
My heart got soft, like a bucket of water,
Abandoned by my so-called love,
Can only trust, my father from above,
Got pregnant, lost all trust,
My reckless life, I need to adjust,
Life start to fade, no dad to stick around,
My tears slowly fell to the ground,
Looking like a blank white dice,
Got abused, my heart is cold as ice,
But I know I’m to be blame,
For all my troubles, and all my shame,
I’m sorry my lovely mom,
If I had listened, I would be number one,
i wrote this on behalf of my little sister......she got pregnant at a tender age
Sheldon Brown Apr 2014
I told you all the time, that you’re the stupid one,
Your heart it gets so hot,
You release steam like a Chinese dragon,
We cannot work this out,
Because you always shout,
Your kiss is poisonous; your weapon is your big loud mouth,
I want to live for fame, no game, no shame,
You’re getting to my brain, making me insane,
I want to leave you now, and move on a next plane,
My heart you thorn it out,
My strength you had to drain,
Half my assets you can bring with you,
The clock is ticking, one to two,
Get out of my house, you mouse, evil spouse,
Take your cheap t-shirt, and your short skirt,
You wanted me to quit my job,
You wanted to take my place you filthy snob,
Get out of my life and let me feel greater,
You were my enemy, and my biggest hater,
You wanted to have a sky scraper,
So long, be strong, take very long,
I want you to go far,
Don’t stop until you've passed the star.
Sheldon Brown Apr 2014
Why is it so hard to find someone to love?
I’m not talking our father, who looks down on us from above,
I’m talking about a person, I can find here on earth,
Not a stupid little pest, or the filthy one that plays in the dirt,
Am getting older, no time for me to be wild,
I’m too smart and mature for that,
I’m not a reckless little child,
It’s been awhile since I’ve had ***,
I’ve not find the true one where we can pause,
I wonder if it’s me or them,
I wonder what the conclusion to this cause,
*** and run,
This is not a robbery case,
Pull up your socks people,
Oh……and tie that awful looking lace,
Love is not a nightmare,
No need to be scared,
Only if you’re dating a terrorist,
Or an alien with a purple beard,
Being in love is an awesome feeling,
When it’s a game of fair dealing,
Cherish and be a great contender in the game of love,
And please remember, to love the one that looks down on us from above.
Sheldon Brown Nov 2014
my other half lives in shades of green,
filled with the darkest thoughts,
and low self-esteem,
my other half be the crazy one,
outspoken much,
but is unable to understand,
he weeps, he weeps, he weeps so loud,
he show his true colours,
in the middle of the crowd,
my other half is the opposite shadow of me,
he lives in a world that is filled with old trees,
he feels so sad, but i feel so free,
my other half don't sleep at nights,
nocturnal he is, with thoughts that aren't right,
he walks, he walks, he walks ten miles,
he's not unique, he has the weirdest styles,
although he's not the best,
he is my only friend,
he's like my spare cash,
that i'm afraid to spend,
he's dark, he's dark, he's dark inside,
he is so rude, but rules he will abide,
my other half, he's now in shade of black,
he is a part of me, and that's a true fact,
my other half and I are now one,
we'll turn the tables,
hope you will understand
Sheldon Brown May 2014
I know I’m not perfect,
And neither you must I say,
My world is so dark,
I’m lonely most of my days,
I try to sustain a big smile I use to greet,
My life is so bitter, even the best part aren't so sweet,
What’s so special about me?
It’s unknown to this world,
Confusing characters, boy chips in or either girl,
I cry when am sad, or I turn up the music loud,
I’m not that type, to reveal my secrets in the middle of the crowd,
Please leave me, and make me live my life,
You were not there,
When I encountered bad days when I strive,
All of this will lead me to my dreams,
Never again, will I be walking in the stressful streams.
Sheldon Brown Apr 2014
I've seen pictures of the unknown dead,
Can't sleep at nights,
The images are in my head,
They stick to my mind like tattoos on skin,
When will this end,
Althought it just begin,
Seen pictures of young and strange old face,
Need to calm myself,
And let my heart embrace,
These pictures are now showing up in my dream,
Am i being haunted?
To me that's what it seems,
These pictures of unknown faces that show,
I'm tired, i just can't take no more,
The table will turn,
Things will return,
In hell you'll go,
Your soul will burn,
These pictures are lessons for the things I've done,
I've done so much,
Can only say some,
I've learn my lesson,
Now these pictures must go,
Too much images,
And none of them i know,
These images are getting to my head,
I've seen pictures,
Of random dead.
Sheldon Brown Apr 2014
Hood rats, silver wear, crack *****, brown bear,
******, step child, *** freak, versatile,
Big fish, hot day, nice dress, children play,
People judge, also talk, trash clothes, funny walk,
Old man, young girl, universe, the world,
Face book, twitter, Google, glitter,
Computer, laptop, big cat, rat trap,
Cute face, cherry lips, big ***, broad hips,
Sheldon Brown Apr 2014
Living in this world, that is filled with doubts,
Others are silent, but I had to shout,
Release all my thoughts that I think of you, whether their lies, or maybe true,
Walking on the street feeling so ashamed, people are talking,
Disgracing my name, don't feel to eat, or even drink,
All I can do, is sit, cry and think,
This is just a bad phase of life I know, evil people in my face they show, don't want to give up everything I need, although; the talking’s on my mind it feeds,
Feeling very sad, self esteem so low, why am I always sad, no one knows
Sheldon Brown Apr 2014
I am a serial killer; I roam in the night,
Murdered love; although it’s not right,
Serial killer, the one by day,
We’re not children, but we like to play,
Be very keen about what we talk,
In the night, the serial killer walks,
He will **** your love, **** your likes,
Damage your brain, and put dark on your light,
His heart is dark, his eyes are red,
He’s on a mission, that includes us all to be dead,
He’s like a rock; he can’t feel nor move,
He has no time to laugh; he is never in the groove,
So please be quiet,
Hush I said,
Do you want to be alive, or you prefer to be dead?
Sheldon Brown Apr 2014
For those who slept,for those who kept,themselves jacked up,how jesus swept,for those in need,for those who speed,for those who try to slow their mind with ****,the breeze blow chill,both jack and jill,the fear we ave,and painful thrill,for those who shed tears,for those alive,da hardworking ones,and the suffering strive,whats wrong with this earth,my feelings hurt,kids are having sexx,men wearing mini skirt,but what can i say,you all are free,my speech feels short,like one to three,but now i conclude,i'm a lonely dude,a great One in fact,that feels great being rude...the world is a game,u better try to score,not a ****** no more,so da world calls u *****...be strong and free,be nice and rough,da simple always suffer,its timee to be tough
Sheldon Brown Apr 2014
Seven months times, I gave birth,
My baby died in me, I shed tears,
Because it really hurts,
Blood flew down in the middle of the street,
Because I was a fool for love,
My thoughts I kept discrete,
Smoke my ****, talk to the dead,
Because I was a reckless girl,
With a low mind in my head,
Physical abuse, being treated like a trash,
I tolerated it too long,
But now my feelings are crashed,
My life is now gone, I have now reached the end,
It was a horrible journey,
No lover, no baby, no friend,
I drank the poison; my breath is getting low,
Eventually I will die,
Not fast, but very slow.
I wrote this poem based on an incident i saw......Very sad
Sheldon Brown Apr 2016
She’s a hustler, she *** for money
Serious girl, don’t look too funny,
Face stomp with stress, just a minor tingle,
Depress lost souls, she loves to mingle,
Short clothes she loves to wear,
Face fill with makeup, and wears a long horse hair,
High heels with silky short skirts,
Gaining money, she has to flirt,
This is the life of a young girl,
Just turned sixteen, already common to the world,
Got ***** and turned against men,
Close off the world, and all of her friends,
Want to change, but these situations take time,
First step, is forgive the evil, and leave the past behind.
Sheldon Brown Apr 2014
Bring your own heart,
Because no one seems to be sharing,
Walk with your shield,
In this world, people lack caring,
Keep your friends close, and your enemies closer,
If you’re not careful,
Your mind will be separated like a toaster,
Be careful who you confide in,
And who will be your shield,
Reap the right items,
When you’re searching in a mate’s field,
Keep your head up,
Don’t let it hang way down,
In times like these,
It’s not a surprise, if one day,
You’ll be laying deep underground
Sheldon Brown Apr 2016
We are home in the valley where hatred runs steep,
We are home in this prison where the shadows are a creep,
We are home in the mountains where flowers bloom so bright,
We are home in this world where society is not right,
Preach on my dear,
And let my mind beware,
That living is this house where my thoughts are drench in fear,
Are we home?
Are we there?
Will we drift from all these fears,
We are home, but yet still,
We are living in a thrill,
We are home, we are there,
And yes here comes the fear,
We are home but not safe,
We are home but feel so sad,
We are home but not our house,
Pray to God for feeling bad,
Can we ever be at peace?
#being in a place where you do not feel safe.
Sheldon Brown Apr 2014
I just can’t resist your body,
When you blow across my neck,
Your touch is so mighty,
Like that yogurt called shriek,
Your body is a traitorous temple,
I will do everything to discover,
We were meant to be together,
You’re my one and only lover,
When you talk my tongue gets weak,
Enable to get tangled, when I’m about to speak,
My heart it starts to melt,
When you say sweet things to me,
Because of you I stay still,
Like a mighty Christmas tree,
Oh darling, my sweet drink,
When I’m around you, I can hardly think,
You make me sober, you make me pure,
You’re the one, I’ll always adore.
This was written for a person i once love

— The End —