You get Roses
And you give out balloons
Teddy bears too

You give her your heart
While I'm in the background
I sit here and think

All I want to do is
Go insane

**** all the Roses
Pop all the Balloons
rip of the bears heads

Most of all breaking All of the hearts
The ones that Have love in them
The ones that have someone to hold

Someone to hold them
To smile at
Someone to laugh with

They All just make me feel so sick
I feel so sick
I just feel so sick

You dumped me
You said you dont like me anymore
But thought it was boring

She broke up with you
I heard that same day
And I'll I had to say was
KARMA!!!

She changed you
You're not you anymore
All I have to say to that is
KARMA!!!

You want to turn back time
so you can get away
and erase our memories
But little do you know
That if you were a good friend
You'd turn back time

To before Halloween
So all our problems
would go away
you could still be my best friend
If you just knew

I think you're selfish
You just want thing to go right for you
You dont care how we feel
We will miss you
If you turn back time

I wear all these bracelets
To hide the scars
Not from knifes
But from pain

The pain of my lifetime
Every New thing
That happens to me
Means another one added

I Dont want too
I just do
I cant help that I love you
But now You are gone

And it's just me
I want to die
And you cant stop me

No matter what you say
I wont listen
I cant stop
I dont know how

Take away the knife
Before I do something
Something bad

Please just find a way
For me to get over you
For a way to be me again.

I lay my head down to sleep
In my cozy bed
As I weep

Because I'm thinking of you
The first time your eyes met mine
I wondered why

Now I'm not fine
You broke my heart
And now we are apart

Now I must say
Goodbye
**

To my family
My friends
To you

MY lover
My friend

You want to die
I want you alive
There is no end to the fighting
No end to the lies
No end to the unspoken words
Behind my eyes

You're in a dark place
And I'm on my way
everyone is leaving
When I finally want to stay
Dead or Alive
There is never an end

End to the fighting
End the the lies
I want to die
So just cute my wrists
And cut them right

But if you can't
Then I will just slit my throat
If you don't want to see
Then look away
Because I'm not going to stop
I have to do it
It's the only way out

You went away
when I needed you the most
I sit here and cry
I want to die
No ones alive anymore


*
Neither am I.

I hate the way you trust me
I hate the way you lie
I hate the way you say stupid things
I hate the way you didnt listen
I hate the way you said I lied
But all you do is lie inside

I hate the way you said you loved me
I hate the way you hugged me
I hate mostly everything If it reminds me of you
I hate that you were the first guy i cried over
When you said "We're through."

I hate the way you made me laugh
I hate the way you treated me
I hate the way that I hate you
It's not just hate I feel
It's hate with a passion
But you never know, things could change

We could still befriends
If you weren't such an ***
I hate the way I don't care for you anymore.