He blew a bubble,
it drifted away,
I could've watched that bubble
all day.

The bubble reminded me of you,
a spectrum of colors,
so beautiful and swirled,
pink
green
blue

It was beautiful,
a splash of color in my dull world,
a wonder filled joy
floating in front of my eyes

the unexplainable happiness
shattered into pieces
when the bubble popped,
so unexpected,
why'd it have to go?

So beautiful just like you,
it left without warning,
no final goodbye,
it just disappeared.

I hope one day I will be able to understand
why
but until then,
I'll just keep blowing bubbles
toward the sky

it's just me,
I've been wondering
where you've been,
I hope one day
I will be able
to see you again.

it's just me,
I think about you so much,
I miss you more everyday
and I can't seem to forget
how cold you were to the touch.

it's just me,
how am I?
I hate life without you,
and I want to die.

it's just me,
it's been three years
but it's so hard to move on,
it is hard not having you here

your absence is so loud,
a silent screaming in my ear,
I see you in my dreams sometimes
but wake up
and you disappear.

it's just me,
sometimes i sit in your truck,
I hope you don't mind
because I do it all the time

it's just me,
I hope you're proud of me.

i find the right key
and unlock the front door.
i am greeted by the silence
that was filled by you a few years before.

i sit on the edge of the sofa
the one you used to sleep on.
i close my eyes;
i see you there again.

coughing and painful cries
echo in my ears.
you reach for the machine
which once helps you breathe.

i open my eyes,
and you disappear.
the silence is depressing.

i wish you were still here.