every second i see you is another second spent in flames,
you can try to apologize, but you know that i cannot be tamed,
if it wasn't for you, i wouldn't be sitting alone at lunch or running
around teary eyed so much,
you told me that you would never hurt me- that i was the perfect girl..
but now you can talk to me or even look me straight in the eyes... and i
don't see why...
i look over my shoulder, and see you walking again and suddenly I'm standing
in flames trapped and pain is increased by a magnitude of ten,
you laugh and smile as you wrap your arms low around her waist and kiss
her lightly on the lips,
i turn away feeling my breath leave me and my chest heave tightly,
i just want to escape and never have to see that beautiful smile, and feel myself
in the flames as i burn,
I'm not suicidal and I'm not even depressed,
I'm just all alone in the world.
and you took a part of me when you left.
i try and forget the pain,
and forget the hurting,
but the thoughts themselves are just too burdening,
finally, i just accept the feelings,
and embrace the pain,
it all drifts away, and starts to unfold,
i stand now not in warm fire.... but cold