He is one of my sweetest memories and one of my biggest lessons. And no matter what happened between us, he was my hero at one point in my life.

But he was also my downfall.

I long for something I can write about,
A passion so beautiful that the words will just fall out.
I want to dance drunk in the rain with someone I barely know,
To just dive into something without worry or doubt.
I want to meet someone that will enchant me with their smile,
And take me on adventures like I have never imagined,
It may take awhile.
I may meet them a week from now by some twist of events,
I may meet them when I'm 23 fresh in the city without a clue where to go.
For all I know they could be Clark Kent,
They could be anyone!
But when we finally have found each other,
Oh the stories that will ensue.

Sometimes, out of the blue,
I think of you.
Our time is done,
We had our fun.
I am slowly moving on,
The spark we had is gone.
You left my thoughts,
Whether you like it or not.
But sometimes, out of the blue,
I think of you.
About the great times we had,
And I can't help but feel sad.

One day, I won't feel that way.