Pain is in my life. Its the scary monster in my closet. Its the failed and broken promises my father has made. Its the time I spend alone just wishing I wasn't an only child. Its when my family pass me off as an outsider, and I hear my parents say they wish they never had me.
   My pain is knowing that I might not be loved by anyone. To know that my weakness and lonelyness is writen on my face. Knowing I can't be with the one I love.
   Pain is a filthy monster that has consumed my life.

Corlotta. She's my heart. My future wife, and the sun rises with her smile and lowers with the moon. Her smile is as beautiful as a baby being born. She's built for greatness. She's the ying to my yang and without her ying my world would surely fall apart. But with the good comes the bad. She's confidential and thats new to me. I have to learn my way into her thoughts, but sometimes she stops me. Although even with that I feel as if my heart beats to the rhythm of her laughter, and I know that if I stay with her my life will be filled with joy and happyness. She's my heart, she's the air I breath, and without her I'd surely die instantly.