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Shayla Nguyen Apr 2013
there was once
a girl,
she was happy and confident.
never cared about
her looks.
her smiles were ever
so bright,
while her eyes shine like stars.
beginning of 8th grade
everything changed.
she's snow obsessed over
her looks
spending hours on hair
and makeup.
never believed anyone
who called her pretty.
now,
her smiles aren't as bright as
before.
her eyes still shine
but they shine with tears.
not tears of happiness
nor tears of sadness
but tears of
disappointment
she thought that
she would never be
good enough.
yet she kept a smile
on her face, even though
she was breaking inside.
because no one cares
unless you're pretty or
dying.
Shayla Nguyen Apr 2013
ever been confused?
confused with who you are
on the inside?
i confuse myself
more than anything.
i haven’t figured out my
personality,
or who I want to be.
i guess in both ways
i'm the
moon and the sun.
a phrase which only means
i'm completely different from
who I actually am.
i could be the thunder
and lightning in a thunder storm.
or I could be the rays
of sunshine.
sometimes i could even
be as violent as a tornado.
this confuses other people
as well as me.
maybe this is who i actually am,
or it could just be a phase.
who knows?
Shayla Nguyen Apr 2013
there was once a girl
she sat at the back
of the room.
quiet and always smiling
at the books in her hand.
always wore big sweaters
and wore 6 bracelets
up her right arm.
she had brown hair
and chocolate brown eyes.
her eyes were bright
and her smiles were bright too.
she was very pretty,
but not what popular girls
consider pretty.
i asked her one day,
"why are you so quiet?"
she replied,
"i don't like my voice"
i left it at that.
i was hesitant but i asked
another question.
"why do you always wear
bracelets up one arm?"
she looked at me
not angrily
nor sadly
then she said,
"some things are meant to be hidden"
it was like she was building
up a wall.
she finally said,
"i don't think i'll be here tomorrow"
out of curiosity,
i asked
"why not? i like seeing
you here"
she didn't answer
instead she packed up her books and left.
the next day she came.
she had a new sweater
and i noticed
six less bracelets
she took a glimpse at me
and smiled.
it gave me a warm
feeling in my heart.
a feeling i can't explain.
and that's when i realized
i couldn't explain
her either.

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