Im emotionless sometimes
Sometimes I dont know how to feel
I feel what im tild to feel
Until I met you
Emotionless
Im no lobger this way becuase of you
You fill me with love and joy
You make me feel like the luckiest man in the world
I love you
~unknown

**** up
This is all I am
This is all I ever was
I dont deserve you
I never did
Im glad I have you though
**** up
Its like this is all I know how to do
Its like no one even cares anymore
I can acctually cry now........
**** up thats all I am

im done no one gives a **** why should i i find life pountless im just so ******* done  idgaf anymore ive tried and tried and tried i guess its not good enough everyone runs away no one can love me i just **** up to much And no one cares so im done bye.

Im done ok are you happy now? Congrats im gunna try and die now you kniw who you are im going to try and jump out inftont of a car and get hit si hard i die all bc if you you dont believe me in tryung ti help you and you just blow it off luke its botjing and laugh why should i try anymore at life period. Just give me ine **** good ******* reason bc id love ine right about now id love to see what you can come up with and what u have to say go on state it and while you do that i watch as the cars go rolling by waiting fir the perfect chance

as i go on every day i get colder and colder i cant take this anymore why cant i just give up every one says i would be a coward but im starting not to care honestly just let me pull the trigger im dead anyways im just........lifeless

Alone
Sorry baby I didnt mean for it to die I love you please come back

I hate my self
I **** up way to much
I feel like I **** you off all the time
I hate my self

Things lost
Ive lost lots of things
Money,phones things like this
Those were ok to loose
But not you I cant loose you as well
Things lost
Im sorry I ****** up again
I just wish youd act like you care
I cant loose you
I love you too much

The world is dead
Just like my soul
And the people that fill it
The world is dead
Just like my mind
My thoughts deceive me
The world is dead
no one can fix this world
Not even the leaders following it
The world is dead

life is like fear
no one can escape it
the fear dies at the end with a happy sorrow
life is like fear

Life is like fear its something no one can escape