I cant breathe nor sleep without you, but I realize now that I can make it in life without you

As the clock goes tictock
I watch my life fade away before my eyes.
I feel like dying with all the hurt by all the lies,
but I keep trying to pull you closer to my light to try and save your life.
Not no longer I set you free,
but please dont blame it all on me
after all you are the one who did this to me

when I'm with you i cant stop smiling
my heart beats faster and i get the chills just thinking about you
your on my mind all the time
but i just cant find the words to say how much I love you