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Shashank Suresh Apr 2014
How your name was the first on my chat list
The circumstances changed and you're on my block list

The times when we talked the whole day
And now it's awkward to even say "Hey"

What made our friendship turn so bitter
You were the one who turned into a quitter

You used to say I'll never leave you alone
And now you act like you've never known

The times you confided with me and made me feel so special
Now you make me think 'Was it ever real' ?

I still miss you and our friendship
But it's better to deal with the hardship

Cause i know if we ever get together
We can't be the same forever
Shashank Suresh Apr 2014
Yeah you see the monster?
Which is trapped under

The guy who acted all nice
Got nothing but a big surprise

The care,the efforts,the love put in
Got nothing in return but just pain

All the ways to make you smile
All the times we walked a mile

You thanked me for always being there
Yet when i needed you,you disappeared

The secrets that i shared weren't meant to be open
I realized it soon when my trust was broken

And in the end you asked me what happened
Well this is the way things were meant to end

You left a scar which can't be seen
The things you say but never mean

And now when i distance myself
To end these sufferings on self

You call me a ****
With a smirk

But the monster you created
Will always be afraid of getting cheated
Shashank Suresh Mar 2014
The day still haunts me
It gives me chills and creeps me

You sat there in your home
Opting out to go and roam

Suddenly the bell rang
And you quickly sprang

You opened the door
And there were four

Men with knives
Who were after your life

You screamed loudly
The men said proudly

No one can hear
Your despair

One man came ahead
You ran near your bed

The man caught you quickly
And sliced through you sickly

You screamed in pain
As they cut through your vein

Soon you were dead
As the gang fled

I got a call
Saying it was all

Over and the job was completed
My gf was dead who cheated

I regret this till the date
Of doing this which changed my fate

I was soon caught and arrested
The court had me tested

Whether i was insane
But they don't know my pain

And now as i am locked up
I regret and decide to give up

The decision to use a knife
Is how i am going to end my life
Shashank Suresh Mar 2014
First Day in a new school
New faces who made me a fool

Regrets to the choices i made
Rescue me from here my mind prayed

Suddenly i laid my eyes
To a pleasant surprise

An angel who hypnotized me completely
Made me fall in love so quickly

I saw you but hadn't talked
Was too afraid so i just stalked

You smiled and came to the ground
come with me i'll show you around

This was too good to be true
As we were walking through

I saw your pretty eyes
And life gave me a new reason to rise

We talked for a while
All the time with a smile

Time with you went so soon
Didn't realize it became noon

Our relationship blossomed
We were just that awesome

Slowly you became my best friend
Who promised to stay with me till the end

Often we had our fights
Which went on for nights

But after a new dawn
It was all gone

We were like a perfect match
Who stayed together without a scratch

You stayed with me during my hard times
I'll stay right by you even if i am left with dimes

The advice you gave
Have helped me save
A large number of grave errors
Which would have resulted in terrors

To talk to you was my destiny
And the memories with you are many

To have you in my life was a wish that was granted
After all the prayers i guess i had chanted
Shashank Suresh Mar 2014
Slowly my happiness fades
Remembering every word you said
We are gonna stay forever and ever
How was i to know we were never meant to be together

This heart doesn't feel any pain
When all my efforts went in vain
The walls were broken with a chain
But it doesn't have a soul to gain

The promises you made were all a lie
Who knew it was our last goodbye
We said we'll always stay nearbye
Who knew it was our last goodbye

The memories are still very clear
You smiling and calling me dear
Who knew i would be left here
With nothing remaining but a tear

My body was left cold as ice
For which i had to pay a heavy price
The heart filled with words you said
Is left with nothing but a soul dead

I imagined my future which had a clear picture
With you in my life as my wife

The promises you made were all a lie
Who knew it was our last goodbye
We said we'll always stay nearbye
Who knew it was our last goodbye

Guess we were never meant to be together
Yeah i believe i could do so much better
Without you near my sight
I could reach new height

The pictures still remain framed
In which you had me tamed
But the memories slowly erase
When it starts in a fresh place

The promises you made were all a lie
But i promised i would never cry
As life goes on slowly and slowly
We know who deserve to stay truly

The last goodbye still haunts me
In the park near the tree
But that phase was in the past
Now's the time to have a blast

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