Another minute
Hour
Day
Week
Month
Year
A­nother
Struggle
Frustration
Sacrifice
Hurt.
Another
Impossible problem
Impossible emotion
Impossible thought.
Another night.
To stay awake
To think the time away
To look in the mirror
And think..
About life, love, loss.
About, yourself and what you hate.
The way you walk
Your size
Your lack of talent
Your intelligence
Your instability
Your dependence
Your marks
Your personality
Your experiences
Your eyes
Your hair
Your nose, ears, neck, face
Your body.
Another night to think of your failures
Math, you hate math
Parents, you’ve failed them, and they don’t even know
Your friends for things you don’t tell
Your self, for not caring
Choices, that should have never been made.
Your teachers for not doing your best
Or your best not being good enough
The one you love, for ******* up
Another night to feel numb
From feeling
Love
Happy
Free
Kind
Satisfied, with yourself and life
Because of
Sadness
Depression
Anxiety
­ Expired addictions, you'd hate to get rid of
Self medication.
Another night to stop and think
About how you’ve ****** up
And how no one has seemed to notice.

About how you have fallen down,
Been ripped apart,
Ripped open and left to bleed,

And no ones has seemed to notice.