I'm slowly losing myself in the epitome of
Quick sand
Day by day night by night sinking deeper
And I'm losing the fight
Do I just give up and let the sand win
Or should I scroung up wats left of my dignity
And might
I'm losing a war that I thought was a battle
Left behind in the dark just like a shadow

I'm not gonna act like i Never been played before
My first love did me *****
He was a playa for sure
He knocked me down
Hurt my pride
I thought that love was wrong
But I suited up and realized that love was a game of war

I came back stronger once I knew how the game was played
He hit me up and asked hey how are u doing are u ok
I said I'm good but I knew I was lying anyway I went along with his flirtatious  acts got him thinkin that Imma stay.
So he tellin  me these lies sayin that he sorry he ever hurt me but my father always told me hes the only male that would Neva do me *****

See ****** always wanna mess girls wit daddy issues wen they come across a girl wit no fatherly issues the game is changed and thts wen they realized they jus got played but by this time it's already been to late . I'm the type of girl that is petty as hell I play with ur mind thinkin I'm under ur spell
I got u mind f*ed thinkin tht I was ur boo. now this whole I been sittin back playing with u. Wen i pull up wit my new ***** remember I use to down for u but don't ever cross a ***** who has nothing to loose cause the last time I checked the only thing I had left loose was u

You broke me
You tore me down , ****** me up
I still managed to get back up
I wanted to make you proud
I wanted to see u smile
But when the time came u showed the
Remains of lies that was left
So I was left there in pain
Picking up the pieces
Of the pain u caused
Had to pull up the big girl draws
I ignored all of ur flaws
But u pointed mine out
Filled my heart with doubt
**** now I'm sitting here
Like I lost out
You made me shut my dreams out
It's crazy cause ur my mom
And I feel like I'm buggin out
It's been so long that I felt like This
But it's ok I guess cause it made me
Who I am today