From the inside out she burns
Tic toc tic
And crack
It's done
As finished as she was
When she lit the *match

Oh the sound of a wintry crash
Killing three in its way
Slippery roads and a yarn-made rash
Why did I wake up today?

Hear the sounds of the tires squealing
The sounds of screams in the wind
Feel as nature takes its killing
Destroying all that you've been

They were fat ugly tears
Streaming down my face
Messing up my makeup
Scarring my embrace
On the reality that exists
Inside my head
A dark and gloomy place
Filled with blood and gore and death
I liked it there, it was comfy
But it was ripped away from me
When the boy saw the tears
And crumbled to his knees
He never should've known
It should've never met his sight
But now he's gone forever
With nothing but that night
Strapped to his mind
And controlling all he knew
He thought that he had known me
But I made one wrong move

Sorry I forgot to try
Sorry it was all on me
I assumed you could handle the truth
That you could survive without my love
I thought all of you could
What were you thinking?
Falling for me?
I warned you long before
I wasn't in it for love
I was in it to try
But you didn't even have to try just to fall
I'm not as great as you think
You say you love me and fear to lose me
You claim you want to wake up beside me
But what if I cried in front of you
If my entire face scrunched and twisted in pain
How would you handle that?
I dare you to lie
Because that's the only way you can answer without getting my rage
I dare you to think you know me
I dare you to assume that I'm just complex when really
I'm the most simple thing you'll ever meet
You're just not honest enough to get past the first wall
Sorry, I forgot you "tried"

I once talked to this person
A long time ago
I found something deep inside of him
I found myself a home

I wish that I could tell him
All that he told me
I want to throw it in his face
To hurt him, don't you see?

I want to be mysterious
Like he claimed he was
I want to have the last word
I want it, just because

Because he always gets the last say
His word always counts
My word tastes like ****
Just coming out of my mouth

It isn't fair, I love him
That's what I think at least
I try to tell myself it's not real
That I don't care what he thinks

But I spill everything before him
Just as he walks away
He ignores all of the signs
Because it doesn't matter what I say

You treat me like I'm fragile
Ignore me like contagious
Make up your mind, you dimwitted one
Is your head really that spacious?
Do I sound like a joke to you?
Because that is how you act
I'd say it hurts but I'm just offended
I'd much prefer a slap
Of course I'm over-exaggerating
Of course you say you're sorry
I really don't believe you, babe
That doesn't cut it, darling
You should seriously think about your words
Don't throw that attitude around
You call me fat, you call me names
You'd rather I not weigh a pound?
I'm seriously not caring
About all of your crap
You could fall off of a cliff
And that would be that
So do what you wish
Just don't involve me
Have a nice life
Pack your **** and leave