You're home now; I shouldn't be afraid but I am. I'm not alone now; That should be relieving, but I can't calm the nerves still giving me anxiety. And I can't end the war continuing inside of me. All I want is to relax just go back to how it used to be but everything keeps changing my thoughts won't set me free.
Sometimes I think that I can't take it anymore It being life of course. Sometimes I think I'll break down but only on the inside. Sometimes I think I'm pathetic because others have it worse. Sometimes I think that I am invincible; But then I realize that I am only human.
That I am only a nucleus surrounded by the positives and negatives. That I am only powered by chemical reactions which I have been told can be fixed. That I am only one on this planet graced with a life lived by no other. But then I realize that I am only human; I am only a passionately destructive human.