Spent endless nights together,
No fighting and no screaming.
The nights never end in tears,
Now thoughts like that were dreaming.

She couldn’t trust him anymore,
Or even admit she loved him.
She shouldn’t even care about it
As her eyes tear to the brim.

How did I ever end up here?
I wished to clear my mind…
I wandered away from all I know
Now I’ve left it all alone.

As long as I’m lost and all alone
There’ll be no one left to hurt me.
As far as I’ve gone, I can’t turn back.
Only memories to haunt me…

Just leave here now
Go far away
Forget all this
There's just too much to say

Remember when
We had something
A spark, like lust
Now it’s nothing

Everyone sees
But you don’t see
Why did I try?
When you'd just snap at me

You’ll go for good
Two months from now
I’ll stay shattered
Feelings dissipate somehow.

I stand at the gate
Watch you away on the plane
I’ll sit here and wait
And then feel the pangs of pain.

Called a few months ago
Then nightmares came of concern
They’re sure to make you go
What’s to happen if you don’t return?

So scared, cry every night
Kissed you goodbye,
Watched you walk out of sight
Now God makes me wonder why.

In my mind I hear the shot
See the massacre and death
Now that’s what you see a lot.
  
Little one on the way
It’s not easy to do
Support us with bills to pay
Another year to see you.

The day came by, not very fast
Sat by the door for the car
The man says you were killed in the blast
The words leave a mental scar.

Worked up hope you’d come back
Just wanted to say my final goodbye,
But now I stare at the plaque
Knowing that everything went awry.

That was the day she was born
Life had changed that day for her mom
Had no time yet to mourn
And she lived her life without her dad.

Think of the fields you used to roam
Lifeless, there you now lay
You’ll never be coming home…

The rain starts to pour
I call out over the roar
As you turn your back away
And the sky turns grey

My heart starts to race
You walk away slow with grace
Give up, I think and sigh
I feel miserable as the sky

I can’t think what I miss most;
Your sense of remorse,
Or the good days we spent
Oh, where have they went?

I remember the fun
The stuff we’d done
I remember those days
As if they were yesterday

There was something there
When you used to care
I try to hold onto that
My grasp runs flat

These memories will stay here
In my mind they won’t disappear
I couldn’t say the same for you
In your mind all will subdue

But for now I’m left in pieces
The feeling of happiness decreases
Now all I feel is pain
Now I cry in the rain.