Give me the answers! I need to SEE!
What it is you expect from me!
A world drenched in disgust!
Greed dishonesty and Lust!
People look to the sky and the ground!
Im looking for something i havnt found!
How do i give them the answer they seek!
It almost seems that my faith makes me weak!
You must know that prayer is not enough!
That Christ was not a diamond in the rough!
His hands were worked to the bone!
Look beyond whats written in stone!
Its no secret that i have my doubts!
My imperfections stand stout!
I am a liar, a thief and a murderer!
Slowly killing myself, i am a wanderer!
Give me the strength to put aside all the hatred!
To lead i need my apathy to be sated!
My mistake was thinking of a one way road!
The truth comes out of every lie that unfolds!
The "Divine" cannot lead in clouded perfection!
My sins have lifted me to vindication!
How will Light ever hope to succeed!
To hope to heal you must first learn how to bleed!

Its so bright to be this early in the mourning!
We breath his heir until our mind ignores the warning!
Wicked people feeling free in the light!
Disgusting souls upon this world are a blight!
Quiet priest! do you think god is listening!
To a world that is silent while its blistering!
You only pray because your hearts filled with fear
Do you think thats what he really wants to hear!
My Flesh is burned I wear my sins upon my skin!
Ironic how it seems these demon are my kin!
I Cant condemn but we held hands into oblivion!
Sat by and watched them do all of that and this again!
The worlds bleeding and we Let it run dry!
A last resort we looked upward towards the sky!
I told you once he wont listen to your beckoning!
But he'll reward us with the wrath of his reckoning!
You'd think we'd learn from all our previous mistakes!
Instead we crawl until were swallowed by our fate!
I will smile as the fire reaps the land!
I pray you hear the final ballad of the ******!

Convulsed, Antagonized and Exasperated!

That your drive, your will has been amputated!
I told you tomorrow, We'll start anew,
Its not been tough to just get through,
To just get by, to just live life,
Its easier to lie, to live without strife,
Your a hollow shell built by your own insistence!
A putrid scab of your former existence!
Your not worth it! your not worth the air!
How can you breathe! how can you bare!
To look at life with such vaulted illusion!
You've left me in such utter confusion!
I don’t know how you are so angry,
After all, it was your absence that made me,
No ones here to help hold me up,
No one here, I’ve ran out of luck,
So ill just sit back, let life run its course,
Just let go, ignore the remorse,
I’m done, its time to take action!
This is over, **** your satisfaction!
She held your hand! a visage of hope!
He held you up! He helped you to cope!
They looked at you! a look so beguiled!
Mother and father! look straight at their child!
Don’t bring that up, Its not even fair,
Its such a lie, that they ever cared,
I’m all alone that’s the way it should be,
So walk away and let me be me,
So sorry for yourself when its others you hurt!
Your personality shall break unless you now reassert!
The tears from your mother should bring you such pain!
Your joy ride is over! its time for my REIGN!
ILL BE SCRATCHING AND SCREAMING AND GASPING FOR AIR!
MY WILL REMAINS UNBROKEN, THIS IS OVER I SWEAR!
THIS CHANGE YOU'LL SEE, IT WILL BE SO UNTYPICAL!
THIS CHANGE IN ME! THIS CHANGE WILL BE BIBLICAL!

Why do you dawn the robe of a judge!
There was no permit, to clear out the sludge!
It makes me sick that its so easy to see!
Its not his word that you eagerly decree!
You drip with lies you worthless ******* fraud!
When did you transcend the right hand of God!
You say they're wrong! You say they had a chance!
To Repent! but still they hold their stance!
I will fight till my very last breath!
To see you recieve the judgement of death!
For your crimes that you commit in his name!
Ill show you hell! Ill deal you your fame!
What you deserve is a robe made of fire!
To burn your words! the truth of a liar!
You beg and plead after sinning against He!
I see the fear as you look up at me!
You say ill join you if i so choose this path!
Hell give you mercy but you have well earned my wrath!
Ill sever your soul, and these crimes youll never recommit!
But now i fall! The essence of a hypocrite!

Do you think that you have hidden your shame!

I bet you wince at the sound of my name!

I made you smile with one simple glance!

All i wanted was one ******* chance!

I was used till my love was extinguished!

Ill scream your name till my hate has relinquished!

The place for you deep inside my heart!

I guess to you i just played my part!

After that day! all the words left unsaid!

There you lay! happily in his bed!

And all i need is that sin of destruction!

silence your voice so my body can function!

I am done! Do your worst! Give me peace!

Have your fun! Quench your thirst! Your a Beast!

Hmm. seems like reality blurs around the edges of fragile truth in order to let lies breathe out and become the solid manifestation of the perception of your own negligence.

For every good memory ten leave me cold,
from all that you've said to me through all ive been told,
I wish that i could find a way inside your head,
to find where your words come from, to find why they are said,
I wish that i could help you, please give me a sign,
... Please, i need to help you, For the last ******* time!
The scream falls upon deaf ears, without a single tear,
But what can i expect.. We hear what we want to hear..