I feel so empty
That is the only way I can describe it,
Something is missing,
I can't find it
When did this happen?
Was I not aware?
I try to not think about it
I let my artistic tendencies get the best of me
I smile, laugh,nothing is wrong
Until I get home
And I'm all alone
In my bed
My brain is filled with thoughts
What made me this way
Why,why do...
I feel so empty

I can't help thinking
That you shall leave me
And I'll be all alone
Like the day I first saw you
Sitting with my "popular" friends
I was surrounded but felt so alone
I had never felt like that before
And then you came
Introduced yourself
What an innocent face you had
Plaid shirt and black straightened hair that stopped at your shoulders
Your beautiful face smiled at me
And I didn't feel so alone anymore
You joined our group
We laughed and laughed together
Hoping it would never end
But it did
And the next year of school our friends became strangers
She stayed in touch with them
I didn't want to
But I did
She was with me all the time
Jekyll and Hyde they would call us
I loved her
She was my sister
I could tell her anything
And even though we may fight
And argue about the stupidest things
I still love her
I couldn't ask for a better friend
Even though I'm selfish,mean and rude at times
She saw the kindness in me and stayed when no one did
Never talked behind my back
Never left me
Always there for me
We had made our own new group of friends
I liked this group
I was "popular" they were not
I hate the word popular
But they were loyal and amazing
Then summer came
And I feel so lonely
I want to see them
But she has traveled
And my family is a busy family
So I must wait
But I don't think I can much longer
It hurts so much that I can't see them
And I hope next year will be better than the last
And not turn to into a black hole
That ***** me in