It begun like any other beginning of collective days,
A gathering and the usual greetings,
A gathering of the faithful,
A toast to the New Year,
For peace, love and many other happy thoughts.
Yet, it wasn’t to be.
A break and a permanent ending came early.
A distasteful exchange of words,
No beating around the bush,
Though many hidden feelings were buried with silence.
Routines became routines still, but with sad endings.
It was routines overdrive
A new assemblage formed, from interrupted ships,
Based on a common driving factor,
It was a new routine, still in overdrive.
The celebration carried on,
Inside and outside the building,
New found places and new found faces,
A bond that became tighter over time.
A spark here and there,
But nothing special,
A desire here and there,
But nothing that would move a person.
Feelings conflate, and smoke appeared,
From a fire, no one admitted to have started.
Events unfolded and secrets were shared,
Torrents of an upside-down curve,
Nothing was straight for a while,
A downward spiral loomed,
The voices around never helped,
Instigating more than resolving.
Still, routines it became, in overdrive,
A path might have shown up, or two,
But nothing permanent,
Experience that needed to be learned?
Feelings that needed to be masked?
A sorry and a reason should have been given.
In time, the actors and actresses changed characters,
Perhaps time did play a role after all,
But they know the play has not ended,
They met and left for a reason,
They might know it then, or later,
But there was one.
It will continue,
Since the prophecies of doomsday were disproven?
They pick up where they left and continue their act.
For a new year is coming up.
For a new routine needs to be drawn up.
In overdrive. In extreme.
Beneath that sea of chaos,
They seek to find some solace
They seek to find some kindness,
They seek you, HOPE.